Came home after a few drinks, a bit unsteady on my feet as to be expected... but it made me realise just how unbalanced I've become due to my belly. Staggering through my flat like an uncoordinated toddler 😅

Thank goodness for people posting pictures of hotel rooms - never thought I would have to scour through review photos to make sure the shower is big enough before booking 🙈

A friend gave me a ride in her car for the first time in a while yesterday. Last time, the seat belt was snug, but not too extreme. Yesterday, I couldn't buckle it by myself... eventually I had to ask her for help, and she really had to struggle to get it fastened. Last time it happened was in a really old car... I've had to use seat belt extenders on airplanes for a while, but not in cars... Guess I might need to look into getting one 🙈

I don't mind the cold, but I'm still longing for Summer weather... mostly because I don't have to wear socks. The struggle to get them on is insane 😫 I can't remember how I used to do it before this massive belly got in the way 😅

Grocery shopping while short can be a challenge. Shopping while being fat with a big belly makes it even harder 😩😂 Reaching into deep freezers, items on high shelves, things far back on shelves... I had to ask for help four times today, and naturally for the absolute fattiest stuff - nuggets, chocolate ice cream, snacks. I suppose all who helped me are enablers in their own right 😂

Sometimes I'll dream about kinky stuff, but rarely. If I dream about my weight, I'm usually the size I am now, smaller on occasion. Last night was the first time I dreamed I was bigger than I am - I caught myself in the mirror and my belly was massive. Probably twice the size, so much wider, yet still round and distended. I was just about to explore it further when I woke up 😩😂