So this new job has been trying to say the least. Kinda feeling almost everyday has been a challenge for no real reason asides because. Just gonna mercenary mode it I guess and take my paycheck.

So its been a bit, granddad passed in October, I started a new job and im still me.

Well, this is gonna be a fun next few months. Granddad got diagnosed with bone cancer, denied chemo, and now I get to be on call for the next few months...glorious

You ever feel like you wasted your time trying to build something with someone just for them to kick you back down? Yeah, that happened and I'm back to on the lookout I reckon.

Happy new year folks, hope it's good for everyone

Been a while since I posted in here, eh? Hows everyone been? I'm still here, and I'm okay enough.

Damn, well my plan was ruined by my father. Being a worse drunk than expected.....and here I am, with my brother in the basement of my place to get away from his overly cutting insult throwing ass.

new gainer entry created
finally
Its been a bit since I've updated, but heyo, 201lbs finally. Yay

I dont know what's been up with me for the past few weeks, I've just been feeling down in the dumps about everything.

Happy new year

Sorry about the disappearance, just have been too busy with work and trying to get my shit tight. I'll try to update when I can.

new gainer entry created
the slow climb and dog days of summer
Well we continue this slow climb to 200, it's been a struggle fest that's for sure. Now we're in the worst part of the year for me, my body hates the humidity and our work uniforms are navy blue sh...