Chapter 4 - seeing 2020

The year is finally coming to an end. And I honestly still cannot believe how far I have come in my weight gain journey over these past twelve months. This year alone I have gained roughly 50 pounds! While I wish I could have had a feeder who helped me along the way, I am still proud of myself for all of the stuffing I have done and weight I have put on! I feel so obese, and I absolutely love it.

I seriously think that my New Year's resolution is going to be to work even harder on finding myself a feeder! I am so big as it is, I don't know how much longer I can wait for one before I grow even more hehe.

It is funny too because a year ago I actually thought that I was going to be starting a weight loss journey. But of course the exact opposite ended up happening lol. Before I knew it the idea of losing weight slowly disappeared, and I was packing on the pounds like never before!

This year I have gone up three pant sizes as well as two shirt sizes. There have also been quite a few stores that I used to be able to shop at because they carried plus size, but now their plus size is too small. I love that I am so fat that I can barely shop at any stores because none of the clothing they sell will fit my fat ass.

I also officially did not fit in a chair for the first time this year. About a month ago I decided to sit down in one of the chairs in my backyard that I do not sit in often, and I could not squeeze into it! I was amazed. I knew that with how much I had grown this was bound to happen sooner than later. And I was low key super excited that the time had finally come. :D

I can confidently say that I am happy that I have immersed myself back into the feederism community. I even had the chance to meet two new feeders this year. Unfortunately like I said neither of them turned into my full time feeders, but I still talk to one of the dudes and we even hang from time to time, which is nice.

I have formed a new appreciation for my gigantic, obese body, and I have had so much fun sharing my journey with so many people on here and on other websites too. I truly never thought that I'd ever be such a fat pig. But I suppose I just could not resist the urge to be huge!

Who knows how big I will become in 2020. Maybe I'll be seeing double too!