chapter 0

This is a prequel to another story I've been writing for a long time. This Other story will be published soon and will be a significantly longer read than this one. It does seem like gratuitous indulgence, but helps to make sense of the whole story without requiring a direct explanation.
As you read through this story, try to put yourself into the first person perspective-, as that is where it is coming from. Comments and suggestions are always welcome as is constructive criticism.
The story may change slightly as I am still writing it-
I've never written anything from the first person perspective before so please let me know what you think.

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Chapter 1

Turning the knob on the faucet, hot water begins cascading down into the bathtub, waiting for a moment, I feel the stream and turn the other knob until the water is the perfect temperature.
As I pull the knob on top of the faucet, the flow of water stops for a moment, and then starts again, coming from the shower head.
Pulling the curtain closed I stand up straight and glance at myself in the mirror- at 5'7", I'm considered Obese at 400lbs, but the extra weight makes for an incredibly female appearance.
Green eyes, and long brunette hair in a ponytail only make the look more convincing.
The XXXL Pink silk Kimono Draped over my body is having a hard time covering everything since I've become more pear shaped lately, my Stomache being the most noticeable feature.
Untieing the kimono, I let It drop to the floor.
I pull my hair tie out of it's Ponytail and shake my head until my hair is loose and flowing down both shoulders.
I can see my hard Nipples through my pink lace Bra as I unhook it in the back.
Letting the bra fall to the floor, my breasts hang full and natural, with a faint red line from the vacuum cups that have been working hard to give me a DD cup.
Squeezing them, I admire my progress for a moment and take a mental note of how sore they both are today, bigger too, or at least bigger than I expected after sleeping all night with the pump on... "No Complaints from me!" I exclaim to the Fat Sexy Reflection in the mirror with a wink.
Moving past my chest I slide my hands, accented with pink fingernails- down to my Pregnant looking belly that flows over my red lace panties- which are Hidden until I turn sideways.
Still Watching myself in the mirror, I rub and caress my huge belly until I find my panties lightly digging in to my love handles.
Slipping a finger under each side, I slowly slide them down over my ass, letting them drop to the floor.
Turning side to side I smile and wink at myself. Nothing I can see gives away that I'm anything other than an overweight and possibly very pregnant woman.
Grabbing my belly and lifting, I can see my my balls being pressed out from between my fat thighs, but that's all I can see. Letting go of my stomache, it drops heavily, sending waves across every part of my fat body.
My hands find themselves around my chest again, tracing their contour and teasing my nipples for a moment, and then I turn around and step into the shower.
Closing the curtain, I grab the shower head and wet myself down enjoying the warm water as it covers my entire body.
Something is different today, ever since I woke up, even while I cooked breakfast, I can't seem to stop looking at myself.
I pull the shower curtain back open enough to see my fat reflection in the mirror.
Adjusting the water flow to a smaller stream, I put a leg up on the side of the tub and bring the shower head down to my ass. After finding the right spot I feel the warmth of the water begin flowing into my body.
As it starts filling me up I think about the breakfast I had just finished only 15 minutes ago- Greasy Bacon, Scrambled Eggs loaded with shredded cheese, Blueberry Pancakes drowning in Syrup, Potatoes O'Brien Loaded with shredded Cheese, and almost a half gallon of Whole Milk, I cooked enough for myself to feed 4 people, but today was a special occasion- No-one else would be home for the next two days, and with everything I had eaten, I was now 401lbs- making this weekend even more Exciting.
The water starts building pressure as it fills me up.
I push through the feeling of discomfort as it flows deeper into my bowels, filling me even further until finally I have to stop.
Grabbing the anal plug I preemptively left in the shower, I push it into my ass until it pops into place, it's as big around as a soda can at it's base, which is perfect for keeping everything sealed nice and tight.
Through the mirror I can see my belly is much larger than it had been a few moments ago.
Hanging the shower head back up, I grab the bottle of conditioner, pop it open, and shake its contents to the top.
Lifting my belly, I squeeze a generous amount between my legs before letting my belly drop with a loud slap.
I can feel myself, already hard, rubbing the underside of my belly- it's been almost a year now since I hit a weight that made it so I couldn't reach to jerk off- so I had to come up with new ways to enjoy myself, this being the easiest most pleasurable way.
Supporting myself with both my hands on the side of the tub, I lower my soft round body down onto my knees.
On the wall at the end of the tub is another mirror, giving me a perfect view of my fat body jiggling and shaking.
Slowly I begin rocking, back and forth.
My breasts bounce gently as my belly, full and round slides from my thighs to my knees.
I can feel my dick, hard as a rock as I slide myself in and out between my thighs and belly.
Already close to cumming, I stand up straight on my knees, thrusting out as far as I can-
In the tub mirror, I can see the tip of my erection, now a dark purple color poke out from under the bottom of my belly.
A stream of Precum oozes out as I stop moving-
I can already feel it getting close.
Building from deep between my legs.
Lowering back down, I start gyrating my hips, imagining im fucking myself as I watch in the mirror.
Sweat drips down my face as I continue, still watching every inch of my body in the mirror as it ripples and shakes.
Suddenly I feel it start, an orgasm that causes me to thrust outwards and then hold still as my dick pulsates once before a thick wad of semen pours out into the tub.
I wait another moment before moving as I let the orgasm subside.
I start fucking myself again, thrusting in and out of my fat.
I feel my orgasm return as I once more thrust outwards and stop. More cum spills out as I hold myself unmoving until it's nearly gone.
One last time, I begin gyrating my hips, fucking the fat flesh between my legs for just a moment before the orgasm starts again.
This time I continue thrusting as cum sprays all over my legs and the tub. My eyes roll into the back of my head as the ecstasy of the moment occupies every nerve in my body.
To my surprise, Droplets of milk begin forming from my nipples as each one becomes rock hard.
The plug in my ass, unable to stay in place any longer, pops out along with a long rush of water which intensifies the orgasm.
Wave after wave of dopamine floods my brain.
Then, For just a moment, everything comes back into focus, I can think clearly- I know I'm not done.
Already I can feel it building up a second time -
Milk is now spraying freely from my swollen tits.
Standing back up and Grabbing the shower head, I start filling my body with water again.
I manage a little more this time before I let the hose drop into the tub as I re-insert the Plug.
Looking at myself In the mirror, im even more turned on by how big I look now.