Diaries of a fat man

Chapter 2 - Entry 2

I watch porn with fat people in it, and it brings me great serotonin, with post-nut clarity. But, there's only so long I watch this porn before I start to analyze what I'm looking at with my brain.

When I watch porn between men and women, I am certainly appreciating the women. The ssbbw's are one of my favorite things on the entire internet, no doubt. However, I recently started to notice the...other person in the porn.

The women in the porn soon became an equal puzzle piece to the men. For every ssbbw, there was a man plowing her. Soon enough, I started noticing the tits and belly, but also the dick that is an integral part of the porn. The way I started noticing it was not through "POV" but more appreciating the dick for what it is. Soon, I started looking at other pornography categories.

I started watching porn with two guys. MMF porn is nothing new to my "porn diet", but I usually watched "straight" MMF, where the men focused on the woman. However, I started watching bisexual porn with ssbhms. And while I really enjoyed the ssbbw tits, the moobs on those ssbhms really started to become equal. This expanded to transgender porn and the likes. I really started to realize "I might be bisexual."

I now had the urge to have a man suck my moobs. I had the urge to suck a throbbing cock. I had the urge to swallow cum, like a good little piggy. This was all new to me. However, it took me a little bit to start to embrace it. Overall, I have not come out of the closet to many, but it's nice that I have been able to come out to some.

I just come back to that thought of a man feeding me till I can't eat anymore, with my belly stuffed. And then, that man pumping me in the mouth with his dick and giving me a dessert of cum. It drives me wild. And while I think about this, I slowly stroke my cock and jerk off. I often cum to the thought of a dick in my mouth. Which is not something that I feel like I should be ashamed of, but it still is a thought that hides only in my head to most. I'm a big fan of fatties and I guess I just realize that the gender of the fatties does not matter. I like them all.