Chapter 1 - About me

Here’s a bit about me and why I joined fantasy feeder

I’m really embarrassed about admitting all this so please be kind!


Trigger warnings for eating disorders/ anorexia


Hi! My name is Jessi Alexa! I’m a five foot (ish… it’s been a while since I measured my height lol) girl in her twenties. I’m a former ballerina, although I still dance a little. I have red hair, blue eyes, and am the definition of a starving artist who makes no money lol 😆


I am hoping to change that though (especially the starving part 😉)


I am currently a university student, just studying some general stuff for now. I am thinking about studying science, health, or business.


I am really interested in learning more about myself while I’m in university, and becoming a better version of myself.



After years of struggling with anorexia, I came across fantasy feeder quite by accident. My whole life has been all about fear and avoidance of food, but I didn’t want that for myself anymore. Strangely, while searching for recovery tips, I was met with this website. It was actually only the third search result down on Google for me. I was so surprised by the site when I clicked it… It was such a great discovery for me!


All my life I was told no one would like me if I was overweight, but here I found a loving, welcoming, and accepting community of people who would like me regardless of my weight. I am truly blown away by the amazing, wonderful, beautiful community that I have found on this website! ❤️❤️❤️




I want to become a part of this community and live my best BBW life 💗


Hopefully I will meet some lovely, likeminded folks on this website as well! I am really looking forward to meeting all of you wonderful people.


Thanks for reading! If you have any tips/ thoughts/ suggestions, please drop them in the comments! I look forward to hearing from you!


Thank you so much :)


I hope you have an absolutely wonderful day!


Wishing you all the best,

JessiAlexa