Chapter 1, how to make money

I looked at my bank account. I started calculating how long I could pay everything. I was already borrowing the maximum amount per month. Even with that I couldn't help but notice I had some tough choices to make since it just wasn't enough.

"What if I lose half my food budget and then I can afford my hormones. But I have 2 bucks a day then. This isn't going to work."

I got a notification.

"Shit, college is in half an hour."

I jumped on the bus and made my way to my class. I sat next to my best friend. As always she looked gorgeous. Too bad she only likes guys. I've had to hide my crush for years now. But there's nothing I can do sadly. She moved her finger over her ear to move her long blond hair aside.

"Hey Olivia. Cute top!"

"Thanks Ella! How are you?"

"Good! I'm really excited for our big fasion end project. I've got some amazing ideas I really want to work out."

The class started and we were both working on our projects while talking about whatever until I decided to tell her about my money problems.

"Oh wow that sucks. You can always ask me. My parents are way too rich and definitely won't mind assisiting you with a few hundred bucks a month."

"My parents don't even talk to me anymore after I started transitioning. But no I can't ask you for money. I think I have another idea."

"Oh, what is it?"

"Well... I've noticed that quite a lot of people online have a thing for transgirls. If you know what I mean."

She whispers:

"Wait you wanna sell... like nudes and stuff."

"Yeah I guess. Or maybe finding a sugar mommy. Whatever I need to do."

"Do you really want someone to have that much power over you."

"I don't know. I mean they would just want some pictures from time to time right. I don't mind that."

"But what if they put you online or something. Please be careful. I still feel like you shouldn't do this. I can ask my parents."

"No please don't. I would feel so guilty."

"They have more than enough."

My face said enough and she stopped pushing me.

"Please be careful. I don't want you to get hurt. You deserve so much better. It sucks your treatments aren't covered by your insurance."

I just focused on my project. It was a special dress made for trans people. My end project was a large collection of special trans girl focused clothing. I really hope it looks good.

...

Later that day I went online. I found a subreddit for people looking for sugar mommies and daddies. I took a picture making sure I couldn't be recognised and uploaded it. After writing a short description I put it online and closed my laptop.

"Do I really wanna do this."

I looked over to my hormone stash. I only had one injection left. Enough for 2 weeks. I had to get more and this is the only way I can pay for it. I can't stand seeing my body growing more hair and turning more masculine once again. I opened my laptop and looked deperately at my post. There was one reaction.

"Wow you're a real cutie aren't you. How about we call sometime to arrange some stuff."

I went on her profile and was amazed at her body. She was tiny with mimimal curves. It suited her pretty well. She kind of reminded me of Ella. But I've never seen her naked so it's just a guess. I read a bit about her description. She went to the same college and was about the same age as me. I responded:

"I can call now if you want."

"Okay."

She called me and I picked up the phone. Her screen was blacked out so I couldn't see her.

"I prefer to stay anonymous if you don't mind. Don't worry I won't spil your secret and I'll make it well worth your while."

"Okay..."

&qu ot;Now here is the deal. I outright own you. So you can do whatever you want but if I tell you something like go and watch football you will obey."

"Okay that sounds not really my thing."

"Oh you don't get it yet. You've probably seen the average prices on the subreddit but I'm willing to pay a lot more than that."

She managed to intruige me.

"Now I'll give you a 500 dollar allowance a month. And all your regular expenses are taken care of. Food, rent and transportation. Ofcourse your hormones are all included in this package. Ofcourse I can't resist spoiling my little girl and will buy you gifts from time to time. And if you behave I'm willing to give you a monetary reward."

I though about it for a while.

"That sounds like a pretty good deal."

"Yeah right. If you give me your paypal I can give you a small amount upfront so you know I mean it."

"Okay."

I gave her my paypal and immediately I noticed 250 dollars more dollars were in my wallet. They came from an anonymous account number... strange.

"You should have 250 more in your wallet now sweetie. Now I'll let you think about it for a week if you wanna do it."

"I will!"

She hung up. I fell asleep.

...

The week was almost over. I decided to tell Ella about the call.

"Dang it. You're really going for it, huh?"

"Yeah I guess. She has a really sweet voice. And I just have a good felling about her. She already deposited 250 dollars. I can afford my hormones once again. That's worth everything for me."

"Yeah I guess. If you feel comfortable with it you should definitely consider it. I still feel a bit uncomfortable about someone having so much control over my sweet Olivia."

"You don't have to worry about me. I can handle myself."

"I'm just very protective of my best friend."

It stung a bit being called her best friend. I smiled and replied:

"I'm gonna go for it."

...

That evening I send a picture of myself naked and surrounded by stuffed animals. I wore a collar and smiled deviously at the camera. The picture was perfect. I send it to her with the text.

"From now on I'm your little sugar baby. Does this picture please mommy?"

"It sure does. Such a good girl. Now how about you please yourself an get some sleep. Tomorrow is gonna be a busy day."

"Yes mommy."

I started pleasuring myself and send a picture of the mess I made.

"Look at you. Your cute stomach covered with your own cummies. Sleep well sweetheart."

"You too mommy!"

I cleaned up and fell asleep.