chapter 1

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Chapter 1

Your head hits the pillow, you are not long for the waking world. Another rough day at college coupled with your roommates foolish idea to go out last night drinking. “Why did I have to take chemistry?” you curse to yourself “And why did I listen to Phils stupid plan to go out drinking!”. You groan, you know why, Emily was going to be there. Your mind starts to relax as you start to fall asleep.


*Bzzt Bzzt*
Your phone goes off.
“Uggh” you peer over to the screen, Its Emily. Your eyes bolt open and you quickly snatch the phone from its charger.


Emily: I had a lot of fun last night Matt, I am suffering now though.
Matt: Me too, I just got in and I’m in bed
Emily: Lol same, I’m not sure how you managed to stay awake in Chemistry, I’m fairly sure
I did fall asleep
Matt: You did, only reason you got up is because I coughed
Emily: Nice save, Mr Fletcher would’ve killed me if he would’ve noticed
Matt: That old coot, he is blind and should’ve retired ages ago
Emily: Too true, I hope you can make it tomorrow to the party at my dorm, low key stuff but
you made the list
Matt: Definitely
Emily: See you tomorrow then, Good night xx
Matt: Night


Emily Chambers. You’ve been crushing on her since high school, as it turns out you both went to the same college and you both took the same class. She is brilliant, incredibly smart, funny and very pretty. Emily is 6”1 and obviously towers over all of her friends, she is quite lean in her build with an even distribution of what little fat she does have on her body. As a result of her frame she isn’t curvy at all, whilst usually that means she wouldn’t be your type there is something about her that just clicks with you. You appreciate a larger woman, curvier the better and for the most part the bigger the better too. You estimate Emily to have B cups and her bum is trim and almost non-existent, her long beautiful legs are thin and smooth, her best asset other than her very pretty face. Her face is lean and she has a strong jawline, a wide mouth which just beams when she smiles. Flowing down her back is her long black hair which curls towards the ends.
Even though you are exhausted, your conversation has you thinking about spending time with Emily tomorrow. She mentioned that it's low key, enough for you two to spend quality time together? You hope as you fall asleep.
The next day flies by, not helped by your extended lay in. You go shopping for a few things to get you through next week's unrelenting college course and also some new clothes to go to Emily’s party. You start to get ready and check in with Phil.


Hey man, you're not coming tonight?” you ask


“Where? I wasn’t invited?” he seems a little hurt


“Oh… well Emily invited me over for a party, she did say low key”


Phil’s face breaks out in a stupid grin “Oh low key huh?” he winks


You blush in response “I’m sure it's not like that… is it?”


“All I’m going to say budd is pack some protection and make sure you look a million dollars” he punches you lightly on the arm


“No it can’t be? But? Huh?”


“Hey chill, don’t over think it Matt, you will be fine. Let me know the deets tomorrow, go get her tiger”


“Huh? Yeah… right”


“I’ll see you tomorrow if you do come back” Phil winks as he enters his bedroom


You spend some extra time getting ready. Product in your hair, shaved smooth, bathed in cologne and your clothes look smart. You are ready to dazzle. Doing the classy thing you pick up a bottle of wine before you head over.
When you arrive at Emily’s dorm, music can be heard from outside. You take a sharp inhale and knock. The door opens, It’s Emily.


“Hi Matt, looking sharp, is that wine?” She laughs


“Yeah… for the party?” you blush


“Heh you are such a sweetheart, come on in”


Following Emily into her dorm it has a fair sized living area with 2 couches and a big TV on the wall, you survey the room and see a few faces you recognize. Her close friends Jess, Joanne, Melissa and five guys, you don’t recognize them other than one. Brad Smith. Much like you he went to the same highschool but he was one of the popular kids. Brad was the quarterback for the school team, his mom and dad were big shots in the town, even as a straight man you could tell he was handsome.


“Hey everyone, this is Matt, a good friend of mine, a chemistry nerd like me” Emily gives a sweet giggle


“Hey everyone” you shyly wave


Everyone introduces themselves to you and you mingle with everyone there for a while. You notice Emily is sticking close to Brad. After some time passes, some games and the hours get on people start to leave, stumbling out the door. You must admit that you are quite drunk yourself, you drank the wine almost all by yourself. This is it, you see your opportunity and sit next to Emily on the three seater. Brad sits to her left and you to the right, you try to join in the conversation but it’s no use. You spend the next hour trying to get included in their conversation but you instead just speak to the other party goers. Brad finally gets up to go to the “piss palace” as he so eloquently put it. Emily turns to you wide eyed with a big smile.


“Oh Matt, I think he likes me” she beams


Trying to hide your shame as you realise you have misread the situation. “Oh yeah?” you feign excitement, Emily is pretty drunk so I think she fell for it.


“Yeah, I’ve never seen him sit with one girl for so long, Oh Matt I'm giddy!”


“Well, play it smooth Emily, I’m sure if you feel this good then he must be giving you good signs”. Expertly delivered, I don’t think she could tell you are dying inside


“Good advice Matt, you are such a good friend”


Like a dagger through your heart you suppress your frown as best as you can.


“We are going to head off now Em, I hope you have a good night” Melissa winks as her and Jess start to leave “Hey Matt, I think it's time we left” she adds as she gives you a light tap on your arm.


“Yeah, good idea Jess, I’m going to turn in Em, see you monday” you flash her a fake smile before leaving with the others. After closing the door you go the opposite direction for Jess & Melissa. A bit of fresh air to clear your head before you get back to your dorm. You stumble in as quietly as a drunk person can and fall face first onto your bed.


*Knock Knock*
What pure evil creature is knocking at my door at this ungodly hour, you squint as the light burns your eyes whilst the burden of being conscious weighs heavily on your skull.


“Who is it?” you groggily call


“It’s me bud”


“You know I was-”


“I’ve got someone to see you Matt, I hope you are decent”


You sit up and stretch with a mighty yawn. Luckily you cleaned your room yesterday and yesterday’s clothes will have to do, you pop a mint in hopes that it will help with your breath, quick comb of your hair.


“Yeah, send them in”


The door opens and you see Emily. Her eyes are puffy and her eyeliner is running down her cheeks.


“Good morning… everything all right?” you break the silence. “Everything alright? What a stupid question” you think to yourself


Tears form in her eyes and she dashes into your room. Instinctively you hold out your arms to offer her a comforting embrace. “What irony, you wanted her in your room but not like this, this is some cursed monkey paw shit” you think to yourself whilst she sobs into your shoulder. 5 minutes pass, slowly she calms down and raises her head off your shoulder.


“Oh Matt, I am so sorry, I didn’t know who else to turn to”


“It’s ok, you can talk to me” you say, taking your new friendzone role seriously


“Brad is a jerk”


“Did he hurt you?” you say with venom in your voice


“Not like that… once he got back from the toilet I started to make a move… he turned me down, said I was a flat chested nerd” She starts sobbing again


“What an asshole”


“What a shallow bastard… I like him and he shoots me down like that… it hurts”


“I know the feeling” you say under your breath


“Huh? What?”


“Nothing, I just said he's a dick”


“Yeah… he really is”


“Right wait here, I’ll be back in 30 seconds” you head towards the kitchen. You open your freezer and grab a tub of ice cream and 2 spoons and head back into your room, fire up netflix and sit back down.


“I’ve not had many female friends but I believe the social norm is to watch some junk TV and eat ice cream in this scenario” you chuckle and see a smile creep over her face


“You are a good friend Matt”


You spend the next 2 hours watching any old rubbish on netflix and sharing ice cream. Emily has a bit of a sweet tooth as she devoured 90% of the ice cream herself. Randomly she pauses the TV and turns to you.


“Do you think I'm a flat chested nerd?” a serious glare in her eyes


Completely caught off guard you can’t control the shocked reaction you give her


“C’mon we are friends, you can answer” She adds


“I mean from one chemistry nerd to another, yes we are nerds” you joke, she reveals a tiny smile for a brief moment before the serious look returns


“And my chest?”


You go red in the face “Erm, Your chest, I mean, No you aren’t flat chested” you stammer


“I’m a B cup, not big sure but not flat chested. Brad, what an ass hole. Have you got any more ice cream?”


“All out sorry Em”


“Probably for the better. Thank you Matt, I think I’m going to go now anyway, you’ve been a good friend today. I’ll see you tomorrow morning”


“Oh sure, I’ll let you out”


You show Emily out and she remarks at what a gentleman you are. Phil is peering through the door at you from his room.


“Sooooo?” he exits his room with a big smirk “I mean I didn’t hear any noises so-”


“No” you interrupt “It didn’t go like that at all”


“Well tell ya boy Phil all about it”


“Ok so last night…” You give Phil all the “deets” that you remember from last night and everything from this morning


“Wow so the highschool quarterback, popular, rich, snooty athlete was an asshole… who would’ve thought?” Phil rolls his eyes


“Well not Emily I guess”


“Well how are you Matt?”


“Feeling pretty shitty… I got my hopes up and I shouldn't have but hey maybe I can just be in the friendzone and maybe we will just be friends…”


“My advice, try to avoid that, it will hurt more. You can be her friend but after you’ve lost your feelings for her”


“Makes sense. I’m going to shower and chill in my room today, if you need anything just knock”


“Same for you bud”
You spend the day watching TV, playing games and relaxing before class starts again tomorrow morning.