My Weight Gain Journey

Chapter 1

Ever since I could remember. Feeling stuffed and gaining weight were both things I would always get turned on, however, I had never accepted this weird fetish. Years after I got myself a girlfriend who was chubby and she would hit my fetish very well. However, she didn't share the same fetish values as I had. She was chubby and that's it. I was a thin guy trying to imitate what it would feel like if I myself became jiggly and fat.
As I was going through the faze of denying this fetish, I signed up for the gym to try to get big by muscle instead of fat. Unfortunately, my fetish never left. I was very aware that what I wanted wasn't to get bulky, but to get jiggly and fat.
I tried to erase my gaining desire for more than a year, until now. After years of seeing gainers online and positive gaining forums, I finally decided to give it a shot! I have a week in and gained a little less than 5ib by chugging down on heavy cream and eating spoonfuls of butter and jelly! It is delicious to feel your tummy rumble and bloated, it is a fantasy every morning how I get jigglier and jigglier. My goal is to reach 200ib as fast as possible so that I can see a couple of stretch marks in my thighs and tummy! I am very fortunate to live in the era of the internet where I can feel accompanied by everyone else who share the same desire as me to get fat but needs motivation!
Since this is my start, I am eating not nearly as a lot of gainers out there, my gut just doesn't have that much capacity lol. So what I am doing now is drinking 1-2 pint of heavy cream in the morning and at night so that my metabolism can save all the nutritious fat into my tummy instead of burning it during the day. As of right now, I feel bloated all day long lol it sometimes doesn't feel right to feel this way because I'm not used to it but thinking that eventually drinking a pint of heavy cream will be nothing in a couple of weeks motivates me to get through this feeling! Good news! I get bloated less and less and it takes more heavy cream and snacks to fill me up. I am excited to see what I look like a week, month, year from now!