I'm a hypersexual with a lot of free time. At least we've got those factors working in the BHMS'/male feedees' favor.

In middle school and high school, I used to put pillows in my clothes to see what I would look like if I gained weight. I thought I was the only person in the world who did that. I would only do it when I was home alone, with the drapes shut tight. I would ask our dog, "How do I look?" So appreciati.ve of her unconditional love and refusal to judge me. By my twenties, I really was a BBW, but I would still lie in bed with pillows over my stomach, fantasizing that they were part of my body. I only did that on nights my then-fiance was at his own apartment.
I thought I was the only feeder. I thought I was the only woman in the world who got turned on by the fantasy of taking a guy with a conventionally attractive male stripper-type body, lovingly cooking and baking for him and feeding him and watching him become obese, and haVing him actually ENJOY it.
Did anyone else think that they were the only feeder, the only feedee, the only person intentionally getting fat, the only guy who prefers women with cellulite, etc?
It was such a welcome discovery that there are many guys who want me to fatten them, I just wish that there was a female feeder for every hetero male feedee.

I'm a Pizza Hut girl, but I did click on this thread; back when my family did pizza parties, we always got Papa John's unless it was my birthday because my aunt prefers Papa John's, and it's always easier to just avoid piss ing off my aunt, I always wished I could eat my fill without getting fat shamed. I'm getting more confident about eating as much as I would prefer. I started getting 3 or 4 Filet-O-Fish sandwiches alone at McDonald's and eating in the restaurant instead of buying food at the store to take home and gorge on in secret. (Gorging on McDonald's in the privacy of my own home was never an option, as I do not own a car, and the food would have been cold by the time I got home. And don't try to tell me that fast food tastes good after getting cold and being microwaved!) Last spring, I worked up the courage to order what I really wanted when I was with my mom: 3 Filet-O-Fish, a medium or large fry, and 2 32-ounce Diet Dr. Peppers. Shockingly, my extremely fat phobic mother didn't fat shame me; she just told me that I was spending too much money. I live 10 or 15 minutes away from her by car, and she complains about all the gasoline it takes to get to my place and back. She doesn't visit much; thank God for my pets and my BHMS!
The last time I went to McDonald's with my fat phobic aunt, I only got one fish sandwich and a small chocolate shake. That is not enough food for a hungry epicurean who loves McDonald's as much as any feedee. The next time I go to McDonald's with my aunt, I am going to order 3 Filet-O-Fish and a medium chocolate shake and profess my love of being fat.
Back to the subject of pizza, really, almost any pizza is good pizza except taco pizza, Canadian bacon pizza, pizza with too much of any meat other than pepperoni, breakfast sausage, or breakfast bacon, or DiGiorno's. Not only does DiGiorno NOT taste like delivery, it's the worst frozen option! I will occasionally buy it, tho, to get that little thimble full of that delicious, heavenly garlic butter. I will never again doubt the existence of God, because I have tasted DiGiorno garlic butter.

If you gathered all of the furniture I have broken in one place, it probably would not fit in the average suburban American front yard. I have broken every bed I have owned as an adult. I have had my current bed for less than a year, and it's already badly damaged, even though I only weigh 220 lbs now. I broke all 4 of my original kitchen chairs, at least one of my mom's kitchen chairs, my grandmother's toilet, and a camera tripod.

SEVERE paucity of BHMS in my hometown; found a local feedee with a little meat on his bones (fwbs) and a BHM in Wisconsin who wants to move here and let me make him 700 lbs. Thank God for FF! I don't wish I had the unnatural thin fetish that is more common; I'm very grate ful to have normal sexuality.

This feed er is despicable! I would NEVER treat my feedee this way! Not all feeders are sociopaths; I love my guys!

Right on, bro! I will definitely quote you irl (or at least paraphrase you; my memory sucks.) The church gives lousy advice, too, "no sex, before marriage and then have a babY every 11 months." Copra sanctum! I let them f with my mind, stayed abstinent about a week after meeting the fat cable guy with blue cloud burst eyes. #the cable guy always finds a way

Don't EVER get gastric bypass surgery--you will not be able to enjoy fried foods, sugary desserts, or carbonated beverages even in small quantities--a fate worse than death! Thank GOD I did not have this hideous surgery; I got the same results from the wonderful book and CD "I Can Make You Thin" by Paul Mckenna. (The tone compassionate, and he's got a Ph. D., he just doesn't go by "Dr." You are encouraged to eat exactly the foods you want, you are hypnotized to eat small portions. Don't knock hypnosis for weight loss until you've tried it--it works! This book and CD are out of print, but easily available on Amazon.com. It worked for 6 million ppl who wanted to be thin. It helped me get pretty trim before I realized that I love being a BBW.

I don't want to gain for real, but, yeah, I definitely fantasize about it. As a feminist FFA, I don't know whether it would be cooler if a SSBHM or a SS.BBW intentionally got to 1,500 lbs. Lol!

I love how your user name suggests that you may have a kitty cat! I used to say I would never have a cat, but now that I've been taking care of my brother's cat for a week or so, I want 17.