Excitement and trepidation

I was a tall skinny kid who ran track, modeled and danced. I was dragged into playing football due to my speed and besides I enjoyed the brotherhood. So in working out and my natural love of eating I packed on the pounds but I stopped playing in my sophomore year to concentrate on my business degree and my MBA so
I was a fat ex football player who was convinced I would never find a job in corporate America because I had enjoyed letting myself get so out of shape, then for years I killed myself in the gym, to get that perfect body, went from 320 to 210, At 212 lbs A chance encounter sowed the seed for me to intentionally grow in my mind. I had stopped to get some groceries to tide me over. I was passing the cookie aisle only to see the owner of my Gold's Gym (a former Mr. Florida bodybuilder) and his wife, only to hear him begging his wife to buy some Oreos. I knew that he had injured himself moving gym equipment. So here he was standing there with a ball belly (he was always usually in excellent shape) begging for cookies. His wife lovingly rubbed his round gut and said no and something just clicked in my brain. So while I was thinking of getting fat intentionally, I gained another 50 pounds. I loved being fat, loved leaving the gym all pumped and then going home and eating until I was too full to move, but finding the strength to flex in front of the mirror seeing my muscles in contrast to my swollen belly. I was heaven and I couldn’t get enough. I needed to be a fat jock of 325 lbs. I loved being the fat jock when loved bicycling, tag football in the park and soccer.
So whenever fat guilt hit. I always reminded myself that I was the fat jock that played hard and ate huge. I surrounded myself with other weekend warriors and ex jocks loved overindulging. Plus it helped that my mentor was a fellow model turned fat guy and it helped to draw inspiration from him. I didn’t transition to huge fat guy until after I got my dream job. Middle manager in a huge bank, nice office and an expense card to use on my analyst team. Lots of food was involved.
7 months

How much have you gained in quarantine?

Up 15 lbs. All this sitting around. Staying in and staying safe got me cooking and eating more.
4 years

How fat would you like to be?

For me binge eating has that effect because I eat a limited diet and when I don’t binge eat, I gain all over but if I do it goes to my gut. You learn a few things about your body during over 27 years of intentional gaining.
5 years

How fat would you like to be?

So that’s the best way to proceed. Just enjoy your overindulgence and eating very well, enjoying the bliss of an overfed belly a few times a week and you’ll grow the curves that you are looking grow. So set your goals and work on achieving them as you’ll absolutely love your continued expansion.
5 years

How fat would you like to be?

We have similar builds, so probably a bit more of everything Thickening all over moobs, belly and butt. Unless you binge eat then where ever that fat goes quicker, you’ll end up with more of. For me for example if I gain slower I pack on weight all over but if I push it the gut gains the most.
5 years

How fat would you like to be?

Ace of spadez:
I wanted to be 350. Now I’m like 335 and my goal is only 15 or so pounds away. I think I’m gonna see how 400 feels.


Go for it! You’ll love being 400. I know that I do.
5 years

Its january 2nd. how much did you gain this holiday season?

Up 22 lbs. didn’t overdo it this year like I have in past years.
7 years

Love/hate fat

I love being almost 480 lbs and my huge belly but the one draw is finding clothes to cover my belly and pants with a rise high enough to cover my fat jock ass! I am always mooning people! smiley
13 years

Discouraged

I have been a gainer for a long time! Over the years I have taken a few breaks from it. I gained for 9 years on my own and loved it because I was really in touch with why I was gaining but I never gained over the 100 lb mark. Now that I have been in a relationship with a mutual gainer it's been easier to continue to gain as you do have that continued support and in my case some always ready to pig out with and as a result I had gained 210 lbs in the 11 years that we have been together. At my highest I had gained a total 275 lbs. But no matter what the fact has remained that I have gained the weight for myself and when I a m not feeling it I take a break from it, but since it's so much a part of me these breaks never last long and I have the joy of gaining that weight back. So just remember that you are doing this for yourself, so eat big or binge when you feel like doing so. It's your your body and you control what happens to it rather you have a feeder or not! So just enjoy it!
wibigboi64
13 years
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