Fantasy Feeder

Saying she's getting sooo fat when really he is

Petite Feeder:
I have always enjoyed cooking and baking for other people. And I have always been drawn to and fascinated by fat bodies. In art (Reubens, Botero, etc) and in real life. There's just something beautiful to me about those lush curves on women and men. And if I can feed others to the point where they become big and round, nothing makes me happier.

Yet for my own body, I feel the need to be slim. The level of my obsession ebbs and flows, but I prefer to be a little underweight. I don't think it's because I don't deserve to fatten up to the standard of beauty I find so appealing in others. I think I just need the control over my own shape and size, even as I control the expansion of my feedee. I like looking at the numbers...tracking my calories as I also track the food I feed to others. I think it's interesting that I can survive on a thousand or so calories while I can stuff someone as much as ten times that. I suppose I do get a vicarious thrill from watching someone gorge on ice cream and cake. I can almost taste it myself. I live to watch others enjoy their food, and of course I love watching their bodies grow.

Occasionally I will stuff myself. Just to experience the feeling. But then I will balance it by eating less and exercising more to lose whatever I might have gained. Sometimes i will bloat with water or diet soda and watch my belly get rounder and see the number on the scale go up by a few pounds. Of course for me, it can't be anything more than temporary.

You write well, and you have so many great experiences fattening others. You really should write some stories here.

4 years

GrowingLoveHandles

Stories that combine feedism & ddlg?

cowboyskitten:
I've got you! Here is one:

www.deviantart.com/therealhamplanet/art/DD-LG-Weight-Gain-Story-628854598

I remember reading another one once but can't find it right now

I like this story a lot, but I’d love to know how they got to this point in their relationship.

I’ve never written a DD/LG story before, but I think I might enjoy it. This kind of relationship has a lot going for it when combined with feeding and weight gain.

4 years

GrowingLoveHandles

Stories you'd like written

murpmitr:
Not sure if smoking weed is your thing but i had a quick story idea about it.
A new cannabis strain that came out that gives a smoker incredible munchies. They end up stuffing themselves every time they smoke and gains a bunch of weight.
Could be a first person story or be about fattening up a partner unkowingly after smoking with them all the time.

cowboyskitten:
I can have a go at that! I haven't smoked in years because it triggered my psychosis, but if I can't manage it, hopefully someone else will pick it up!

Perhaps a strain of pot that triggers a pleasure-seeking psychosis, leading to overeating and feelings of growing arousal. It doesn’t have to be smoked. Could be a strain of edibles which being on gluttony and lust.

4 years

GrowingLoveHandles

Love and lust

EIIe:

Now when there is lust and love I don’t think one necessarily comes before the other in as much they develop together feeding one another.

My analogy for love and lust together was always kind of an intertwined relationship, like wisteria vines growing together, and encircling each other.

But I also like your idea, Elle, because the idea of them feeding each other, that means they are growing larger and larger.

As we all should be, haha.

4 years

GrowingLoveHandles

Love and lust

“Lust and Love”
By Zonker (aka GrowingLoveHandles)
***
A lust for thinness,
for boniness,
for what society deems as perfect,
that lust can sometimes turn love ugly,
can make it seem so, so -
so filled with self-hatred
and violence against one's own flesh.
——
But when one's lust is for softness, for roundness
for the beauty of bulging blubber,
for luscious love handles,
for pulchritudinous potbellies,
or cute soft rolls and folds of chub
growing in just the right places,
or the lust for thick creamy thighs or wide wobbly hips,
or delectable double chins,
——
Or a lust, a desire really, for adipose covered bodies,
reclining in satisfaction, or hungrily rising,
waddling toward tables heavy laden with tempting foods,
or staggering away from finished feast, the empty plates,
——
A big fat lust and addictive desire
for round billowy breasts and sensuously soft pliable flab,
the kind of flab you can feel, you can measure between thumb and forefinger,
——
A lust for life itself, for food and feasting,
for what makes us all human,
our hunger and our fleshiness,
our pleasures, our joys,
——
Lust for the waves of
hunger and satisfaction, for hedonistic gluttony,
for delicious finger-licking decadence leading to .....
mmmmmoooooore and more --
——
And more to love.
——
Then that love, that love
born of that gluttony and lustiness,
is wondrous to have and to behold!
***
I wrote this years ago. Nothing at all to do with the topic, but thought someone might enjoy it.

NakaiLovesBlubber:
for all those experienced with relationships, how does one keep a healthy balance between love and lust? does lust usually come first? how long does it take for love to kick in?

4 years

GrowingLoveHandles

Fattened for a cannibal

Just bringing this to the top. I want to write more on this later.

hollyann:
I know it's such a dark fantasy, but I am so intrigued by the whole Hansel and Gretel narrative

johniav:
For many of us, that story embodies many of the elements that we enjoy in the world fantasy.

GrowingLoveHandles:
Agreed. There are so many enjoyable aspects:

— the initial temptation of the house and the inability to stop eating it.

— the being caught and shamed by the witch.

— the continued gluttony of h and g.

— the caging of h to be fattened and his inability to stop eating even as g warns him of what is happening.

— g’s unwilling participation in h’s fattening.

— the monitoring of his gain by checking his finger and the deception that he isn’t getting fat when he is.

— the witch’s own increasing hunger and her cannibalism,her desire to eat an entire fat boy.

Anything else?

jzero:
You've covered it quite well. To me, the hottest part is the witch's growing excitement over how delicious those fatties will be.

And of course, the implied idea that Gretel is going to be fattened for eating next. Yet Gretel can’t seem to stop herself from bringing more and more food to Hansel despite this knowledge.

There’s plenty here in this story for any feederism enthusiast or vore fan to chew on.

4 years

GrowingLoveHandles

Past the point of no return

There is something charming about someone trying to maintain fitness as their body and metabolism betray them.

MissPorker:
The point of no return is very real. Once you change your lifestyle and accept being a pig, it's hard to find and keep the motivation to go back. Also, once you gain, your body does what it can to maintain the weight.

Pummeluff:
That's sooo true. Once you really develop those habits they are there to stay. I can't imagine going back to my old eating habits. Something would missing. And it's pretty hard to get yourself to do sports again once you quit and get used to being lazy.

VsyaVlastSovetom:
Well maybe the trick is to never sto dping them. Im considering getting fat myself, but I am not really into the impracticality and loss of energy aspect of it. I want to be just as motovated on my life, and relatively retain my physical fitness. I would just want to add a large calorific surpluses so I can still gain. So ideally I'd try to keep my gym routine, and i think I'd add more cardio ( I do very little now, mostly weights) to try to make sure my performance doesn't decrease as I get fat, cardio wise my goal is to keep it not to improve it. The numbers on lifts should go up tho, as i never really fed my body enough to gain really considerably on those ( was afraid of getting fat lol)

So maybe the way to combat the point of no return, is to just make sure you are putting in every effort at teh gym to maintain your fitness from before as you gain. You'll need to gain quite a bit of muscle to be as fir cardio wise as before tho.

4 years

GrowingLoveHandles

Fattened for a cannibal

hollyann:
I know it's such a dark fantasy, but I am so intrigued by the whole Hansel and Gretel narrative

johniav:
For many of us, that story embodies many of the elements that we enjoy in the world fantasy.

Agreed. There are so many enjoyable aspects:

— the initial temptation of the house and the inability to stop eating it.

— the being caught and shamed by the witch.

— the continued gluttony of h and g.

— the caging of h to be fattened and his inability to stop eating even as g warns him of what is happening.

— g’s unwilling participation in h’s fattening.

— the monitoring of his gain by checking his finger and the deception that he isn’t getting fat when he is.

— the witch’s own increasing hunger and her cannibalism,her desire to eat an entire fat boy.

Anything else?

4 years

GrowingLoveHandles

Dimensions weight room

The stories are not in the same place but they are all there. All the stories are still there. Some of the more erotic ones, you have to request access to, but it’s free to access them. Let me know if you have problems finding any of them.

5HT1A:
Wait, Dimensions is gone?!?! TT___TT
I've been randomly returning back there every year or so for more than a decade! Dimensions was an institution... What happened to it?!

High:
The remaining members will tell you one story, and the people who left will tell you a plethora of other, opposing stories.
My experience is
-people not into porn hated that there was a paysite section and that there were "disgusting" people who visited that board,
-there was an element of non-feedists who were always complaining about the pro-feedist stance of Dimensions (which was the way Conrad wanted it-pro feedist)
-they instituted major changes to what stories could stay and what could be written. Quite a few story artists left rather than feel censored. They went to either FF or Deviantart from what I can tell.
-there were a lot of SJWs that were constantly picking fights with others who don't share their world view. Those people left, too.

Now, all 5 people left can enjoy the website they control.
I haven't been there regularly since they got rid of all those awesome stories.

4 years

GrowingLoveHandles

What made you decide to get fat?

I think it’s easy to underestimate the effect being in a new exciting relationship had on your waistline. Many gain weight as they relax and get cozy and comfortable with a new partner.

People used to call that gain “love pounds” or “honeymoon rolls” when the couple marries.

You gained some love fat, but that’s not the whole story. When in a new relationship, many succumb to the habits and enjoyments of their new partner. She was no gym-goer. You got to spend more time with her if you didn’t go to the gym.

And what did you do with that time? You did what she did: You enjoyed food. She was a foodie, and you became one. She was big and soft, so you grew soft as well. Her hedonistic ways became a part of you.

As did the belly you acquired.

It’s a love story in a way perhaps. She pleased you with introducing you to the joys of many delicious foods. You pleased her by finding pleasure in her interests, and by spending more time with her as your gym time decreased.

And your waistline increased.

GrowingLoveHandles:
To further my point above, it seems this happy accidental weight gain initially was not so much decided as just seemed to occur — the result of a new relationship, being around such a lovely woman, learning to enjoy eating and foods in new ways, adopting her hedonistic outlook, and thinking you could easily lose those first pounds.

Not as much a decision as a delicious kind of carelessness.

canuck:
yes, i think you are correctly stating it. certainly it was not a conscious decision!

when you put it like that, and i think of my change in thinking from when i was fit to now - the "value" i placed on being in shape motivated me in my exercise. i mean, i went to the gym 3-4 times a week continuously for 20 years! at some point it just becomes a habit, and you do it on automatic pilot.

but when i took that time away and grew out of shape, the "value" i placed on that enjoyment of that new hedonistic lifestyle, was much greater than the effort it would take to get back in shape.

none of it was conscious, but i think i realized i had missed out on some of those pleasures... now they've become the habit, i guess!

4 years

GrowingLoveHandles