I’ve dieted all my adult life, following one plan or another, and I have to say my weight has ratcheted up. Last year I was the fattest I’ve ever been in my life, at 245 lbs at 5’6”. I lost about 35 lbs from not eating right, and now that I’m starting to eat again I think I’m going to ratchet up. If I hit 250 then that proves my theory.

How I decided to get fat... some twists and turns.

I was a weightlifter and fitness buff. I ran and mountain biked. I dieted and wanted that athletic physique. I came to see I’d never become a ripped bodybuilder so I switched to powerlifting.

After a couple injuries and surgeries (rotator cuff, lumbar fusion) which oddly were not from the gym, I stopped working out. I started gaining weight. For a long time I fantasized about being fat... really fat. I was getting turned on at first by chunky guys, then moderately overweight then downright fat, even obese guys. I wanted to be like them. I still do.

So I tried it, gained, lost, liked it, hated it, gained again, back and forth. I got up to 245 lbs at 5’6”, size 44 pants and 53” belly. I imagine myself at about 260-270, maybe more, size 46-48 pants, my belly 57-58, even 60”. I lost about 35 lbs but I’m gaining again. The only thing holding me back is clothes. I’m in size 42 pants now, and I’d love to see my belly hang over. My shirts are getting snug in the belly again.

Mine is kind of modest by gainer standards. It’s relative to my height 5’6”. My fantasy is >300 lbs, maybe 330-340; my belly at least 60”; pants 48-50 waist.

Blubbery with some firmness underneath. A roll of blubber that overflows the belt and ripples with walking or movement.

Comedian Faisal Kawusi.

It looks like people are putting on, and have put on weight. We recently came off winter and a year of people being sequestered.

I think there’s a 3rd type, which I prefer and wish I had... big and blubbery. I like a big basketball belly too. I saw a shore town cop in his summer uniform of tight white polo shirt, tight blue shorts. He was built like a bull with huge traps and arms, a squatter’s butt and legs, and a big round belly. He was also shaved bald and clean shaven. I like the beachball/basketball belly with muscles, but the blubbery belly in general. I like when it overflows the belt and ripples with movement.

I really have no idea, but it is very attractive. I rarely think of fit or muscular men when I masturbate or look at porn. It used to be those guys but it gradually changed to being attracted to fat guys. I tried to get that athletic look, and was successful to a degree but now when I see those pictures I rather see myself fat. I’m not shy about saying I don’t think I’m bad looking and am happy and proud to be one of those fat guys.

It was gradual. I was somewhat athletic (running, mountain biking, weightlifting) but I was attracted first to chunky guys then fat guys then somewhat more than fat.

Ironically, being athletic I wanted to look like them. I was always insecure about my looks and my weight ... I always tended towards “overweight”. When I saw attractive overweight guys I thought there are too many good looking fat guys out there for there to be anything wrong with being fat.

So it dawned on me to go for it, and the rest is history.

Up to last May I was up to 245 lbs @ 5’6”, in 44 waist pants that were getting snug. I’d get so turned on at the thought of getting to 46-48s and 260-270 lbs. My belly was 53”. I imagined how it would be at 56-57”. Woof!

But in moving last year, pretty much by myself except for the big furniture the movers handled, I lost 30 lbs. I would load up my truck with boxes, go to the new house, unload the truck, carry the boxes up the stairs. I did this almost every day for about a month.

Now that I’m trying to gain weight again, I have little appetite. It’s pissing me off! Lol I’m about 215-217 now, my belly is about 47”, my 42s are a little loose. I can tell though, that they and my shirts are getting a little snug. Yay!

I wish there were a fat pill! Lol But kooky as it sounds I believe you can imagine yourself into gaining weight. I think if you tell yourself often enough that you want to be fat, are getting fat, the brain dies something to change the body’s chemistry.

I hope so!

Yep, that is one of the sexiest looks on a guy.