Do you ever feel shame for this fetish ?

No, I like being fat and I like who I am. My clothes fit for the most part. And there are too many good looking and sexy fat men for there to be anything wrong with this or ashamed of.
6 years

List of foods to eat for subcutaneous fat gain

Great ideas. Most of my fat is visceral, but if I could gain some blubbery sub-q fat that would be awesome. I love soft blubbery and rippling fat.
6 years

How many slices of pizza can you eat?

I can put away at least 4-5 slices of an xl pizzeria pizza. More depending on whether I ate anything else and how fast I eat.
6 years

Help!

It’s called cummer’s remorse (or something like that). It’s a crash of hormones. It happens to a lot of people. I experienced it often in my wavering days. Eventually it wears off as you gain and feel more confident. Now I feel as good about being fat (and getting fatter) after I bust one as I do before. It takes a little bit of time.
6 years

Trying to fit in old clothes

Yeah, I’m getting to like my clothes getting tighter. I wore size 44 jeans yesterday that were so snug my belly hung over. I loved it. I love that I can barely button some shirts. It shows how fat I’m getting.
6 years

Fupa questions

I find this an extremely hot topic also. I have fantasies about spontaneously orgasming while eating, walking, driving or just sitting. I don’t have much of a fupa yet, so it is just a fantasy. I was blown away when someone at another fat guys site described how for him it’s a constant thing that when walking he is rubbing and cumming.
6 years

Sucking it in

It takes a while to unlearn sucking it in, since some of us were so self-conscious about being fat. I love my belly now and make a conscious effort to let it hang out.
6 years

Fuzzy or nah?

Smooth. I think it highlights the blubber better.
6 years

My questions

I don’t think anyone knows for certain what causes this or any other fetish. I wasn’t even attracted to fat guys (I’m gay) until I was in my 30s. For myself, I had a fear of being fat because I was a weightlifter. I thought I could be Chris Hemsworth or Chris Evans.

I started gaining weight unintentionally, saw my reflection in a department store mirror and liked what I saw. I eventually gave myself permission to gain more but I wavered back and forth. I’m 5’6” and currently 241 lbs, going for 260+.

This is a really big turn on for me. I have to run off to the men’s room at work once or twice a day to whack it as well as 2-3 times at home. I’ve actually gotten hard while eating.
6 years

Encouragement

Absolutely. I have an Internet encourager. We encourage each other. It helps that we’re both gay and get turned on by this. The fantasies, which we talk about, take it to a whole new level.
6 years