Ok..? But how is that the fault of people here?
This is a bizarre fetish website. There are a lot of people that would want this place to be shut down because it's full of what they would consider to be "freaks." You've mentioned your homosexuality multiple times ITT and there are plenty of people that think you shouldn't be allowed to take part in that and you're sounding quite a bit like them.

I'm not into incest or whatever but as long as no one is actually being harmed in some way I don't see why people should have to pander to my tastes.

This may be hard to believe but sometimes people might like things you don't

The worst gas episodes I've ever had in my life were from messing around with that.

Probably not what you want to hear but... Give up. For multiple reasons.
You're better off trying to get a regular girl and hoping she's open minded enough to play along with your kinks.

Gets difficult to breathe and my stomach gets a sharp pain if I bend too much or something

It takes me a week or two to get my capacity up that high. I don't count the weight from fluids either, it's all food. A couple of weeks ago I ate 10.2lbs of curry in a little less than a hour and only had a few sips of water.

If I wasn't concerned with weight gain I might be able to go more.

I can do around 10lbs in a single meal. 12 is probably my limit but if I drink plenty of fluids later on for some hours I've had 20lbs inside me before.

I think right now it was 10 fully piled up plates at a Chinese buffet. I don't think I could repeat it, everything just kind of clicked together between being especially ravenous, the food being pretty good, and having a taste for it. When I finished I had a bowl of ice cream of course. My stomach was huge and rock hard, I had to lean my seat back for the drive home and keep the seatbelt loose.

Every post is asking for money lol

I'm near Salisbury