hey, the next lockdown happens tomorrow. my partner and i will be going out tonight in toronto as a last chance kind of thing. just dinner and drinks. if you are interested to join in toronto, send me a dm!

looking back at my first weigh-in of 2021... wow, i gained about 60 lbs! that is more than i thought!

at the start of the pandemic i was splitting from the girlfriend i was with when i'd put on about a hundred pounds. i was moving back to my old city, and i honestly thought i would get back to getting in shape.

but with the pandemic, working for home, and never actually getting back to exercise, here we are another few years later, and another hundred pounds!

my appetite just won't let me stop.

it is weird how early on it feels like such an impact... going from 160 to 190 made me feel *massive* but this year i have gone from 350 to 380 and it hasn't felt as significant.

when you get fat enough, peeing standing is just too difficult and too risky, so obesity is a great incentive to pee sitting. no one wants to pee on their shoes, lol!

earlier this year for several months i was tracking my calories on the advice of my girlfriend, just to see what i ate. it was pretty surprising. i would say i generally average about 5000 calories a day. really big-eating days were up to 8000 calories. my weight has jumped up and down a bunch this year (mostly up), but overall i am probably about 50 lbs heavier than i was at the start of the year.

when i first started gaining and stopped working out it was a challenge to eat the equivalent of 5000 calories. i was probably around 3000-3500, and the gaining was slow probably because my metabolism took some time to "catch up" lol. i honestly don't know what threw the switch, but certainly within 9-12 months, the weight started to come on much more easily.

being on all fours and eating without using hands very much can be a lot of fun. anything bite sized and relatively soft works well. those two-bite brownies were the tidiest thing we've used during our play sessions. i don't mind messy play, but i am lazy and cleanup can be a hassle, lol.

in other sexy food play, my absolute favorite is being asked to eat creamy food from my partner's body. strategically placed/spread, this can be pleasurable for both.

a lot of people find body hair sexy. some like the feel, some like the smell.

you will have to judge based on your other erotic activities if you think he sees it as a degradation/humiliation tactic - i have never encountered that myself, and i've been with a number of kinky partners with a variety of body hair preferences.

i am with you - that first mouthful, discovering the flavours, how they change as it moves across your tongue, and as you chew... the texture... i just love it.

if it's really tasty, and if i am hungry, i think my enthusiasm tends to take over. so while i start out savouring, i gain speed and momentum as i eat.

i didn't know of him, but thanks for letting me know. he is hot!