Absolutely. Part of my goal is to make sure my weight gain is obvious to everyone, so I love wearing outgrown clothes: shirts with my belly peeking out underneath, shorts that are now too short with my thighs almost bursting through.
4 years
Why do I love that term? My BMI is now just over 37 and when I look it up, I find myself loving that I've crossed another barrier to be seen as very fat.
Does anyone else love it when they pass certain BMI goals?
4 years
I've had more than one person prod my belly in public.
4 years
The looks you get are maybe the best part. When I catch people looking at me, I prod my belly to show them I love how soft I am now.
4 years
One of my fantasies is going to Muscle Beach or something like it where men and women are doing chinups and pushups and so on. And I waddle over to a bench in a bikini that shows off all my blubber and I sit and eat two footlong subs as I watch them work out. Thinking of how their bodies are getting leaner and harder while I'm just getting softer and flabbier.
4 years
I'm totally willing to come to Chicago presuming there's a real event. When I used to go to events, we would usually have private access to the pool and, before that, there was some sort of buffet or banquet.
I think it would be best if there was a banquet at a buffet unrelated to the hotel, while keeping the same reserved pool and hotel rooms.
4 years
One of the nicest compliments I've gotten is when someone told me I looked pregnant with twins and exclaimed, "When are you due?" It felt wonderful.
4 years
A huge goal for me was wearing my bikini at the beach, the same stars-and-stripes one in my pics. It took a lot of courage, but I did it and I felt amazing. NOTHING shows off a fat body better than a bikini.
To make it even more challenging, I made myself take two long walks up and down the beach so everyone saw me. And I went to Subway before and bought two footlong subs and when I first sat down, I demolished them both in like 10-15 minutes, hoping people would notice.
4 years
Watched:
1. Been fed IRL
No
2. Ate myself to sleep
No
3. Had sex while being fed at the same time
No
4. Stolen food because I�m just a piggy
Yes
5. Been called a fat name in public
Yes
6. Had a stranger pat or poke my belly
Yes
7. Been fatter than my current weight
Yes
8. Ripped clothes or popped a button
Yes
9. Broken furniture because of my weight
Yes
10. Seen an actual pig and got turned on
No
11. Fantasized about immobility
No
12. Ate until I threw up
No
13. Got stuck somewhere because of my size
No
14. Posted nudes of myself online
No
15. Been fed online
No
16. Been told I need to lose weight by a family member
Yes
17. Had a partner who worshiped my fat
No
18. Started rubbing my belly in public
Yes
19. Been called a pig
Yes
20. Been weighed and measured by my partner
No
21. Been in a gaining competition with another gainer
No
4 years
It takes awhile but, at least for me, it's an important part of fattening up. Most of my clothes are now bought specifically to look a little too small or tight.
4 years
