I've had more than one person prod my belly in public.
4 years
The looks you get are maybe the best part. When I catch people looking at me, I prod my belly to show them I love how soft I am now.
4 years
One of my fantasies is going to Muscle Beach or something like it where men and women are doing chinups and pushups and so on. And I waddle over to a bench in a bikini that shows off all my blubber and I sit and eat two footlong subs as I watch them work out. Thinking of how their bodies are getting leaner and harder while I'm just getting softer and flabbier.
4 years
I'm totally willing to come to Chicago presuming there's a real event. When I used to go to events, we would usually have private access to the pool and, before that, there was some sort of buffet or banquet.
I think it would be best if there was a banquet at a buffet unrelated to the hotel, while keeping the same reserved pool and hotel rooms.
4 years
One of the nicest compliments I've gotten is when someone told me I looked pregnant with twins and exclaimed, "When are you due?" It felt wonderful.
4 years
A huge goal for me was wearing my bikini at the beach, the same stars-and-stripes one in my pics. It took a lot of courage, but I did it and I felt amazing. NOTHING shows off a fat body better than a bikini.
To make it even more challenging, I made myself take two long walks up and down the beach so everyone saw me. And I went to Subway before and bought two footlong subs and when I first sat down, I demolished them both in like 10-15 minutes, hoping people would notice.
4 years
Watched:
1. Been fed IRL
No
2. Ate myself to sleep
No
3. Had sex while being fed at the same time
No
4. Stolen food because I�m just a piggy
Yes
5. Been called a fat name in public
Yes
6. Had a stranger pat or poke my belly
Yes
7. Been fatter than my current weight
Yes
8. Ripped clothes or popped a button
Yes
9. Broken furniture because of my weight
Yes
10. Seen an actual pig and got turned on
No
11. Fantasized about immobility
No
12. Ate until I threw up
No
13. Got stuck somewhere because of my size
No
14. Posted nudes of myself online
No
15. Been fed online
No
16. Been told I need to lose weight by a family member
Yes
17. Had a partner who worshiped my fat
No
18. Started rubbing my belly in public
Yes
19. Been called a pig
Yes
20. Been weighed and measured by my partner
No
21. Been in a gaining competition with another gainer
No
4 years
It takes awhile but, at least for me, it's an important part of fattening up. Most of my clothes are now bought specifically to look a little too small or tight.
4 years
Mutualfeedelooking:
Melted icecream. I don't know what it is but drinking melted icecream has made my belly ONLY enormous.
I remember reading that Jared Leto gained 70 lbs for "Chapter 27" by microwaving pints of ice cream and mixing in olive oil.
4 years
It really does take awhile to get up the courage to start wearing smaller and tighter clothes. It was important for me that my gain be obvious to people, which meant wearing shirts that gapped at the buttons when I sat and T-shirts with my belly peeking out underneath. You really do have to get used to it, but the remarks and looks you get are so worth it.
4 years
