Growing to immobility
AceOfSpades15:
For me personally, gaining is an addiction, or it at least feels like it for me. I've been gaining off and on since I was in middle school, to show perspective. For years I've set gain goals for myself, telling myself that I'd reach them and then lose weight. But every time I would reach a goal and I would love the extra fat on my body and would want to gain even more. It becomes addicting, the indulging, the stuffing, the lifestyle, it's all so surreal. In recent years, it's gotten to the point where I've become more and more obsessed with the euphoria of it. I'm aware of the health concerns, but I'm willing to overlook them. I want to gain more and more, eventually to immobility and even past that. I care only for the gain, it's the only thing that I want in life.
Same! For me personally, gaining is an addiction, or it at least feels like it for me. I've been gaining off and on since I was in middle school, to show perspective. For years I've set gain goals for myself, telling myself that I'd reach them and then lose weight. But every time I would reach a goal and I would love the extra fat on my body and would want to gain even more. It becomes addicting, the indulging, the stuffing, the lifestyle, it's all so surreal. In recent years, it's gotten to the point where I've become more and more obsessed with the euphoria of it. I'm aware of the health concerns, but I'm willing to overlook them. I want to gain more and more, eventually to immobility and even past that. I care only for the gain, it's the only thing that I want in life.
5 years
