33 mtf aroace feedee in nys seeking ltr feeder

No matter what I do, I keep coming back.

I think I'm stepping away for a while. I haven't been to a doctor in years, and all of the sudden I'm hyper concerned that I'm showing signs of diabetes. I need to focus on my health for a bit. I wish I had found a partner willing to help me, but I've accepted that for a large number of reasons I will probably be single for a while, meaning I need to focus on myself first. Sorry to all, wish I could stay.

Sorry if I've missed you, I've been in what feels like a minor depressive episode these past couple weeks. No guarantee when I will feel normal again.

Hungry

F*cking food allergies

I hate being needy, but I would love for a carer to take over my health, just so I don't have to think about it. Bleh.

I love visiting with my family, but man it puts a hamper on my gaining.

Exercise

Exercise

Okay, I definitely need to start exercising just a little again. I've probably actually been too sedentary. Purely for health reasons, I'm still gonna gain I'm just gonna try fitting in some cardio.

Today, I am baby