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Spike
4 years
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seeking a feeder!
Hello, my name is Spike and I am seeking a feeder.
NOT an encourager!!!!!!!!!
Thank you ^_^
seeking a feeder!
Hello, my name is Spike and I am seeking a feeder.
NOT an encourager!!!!!!!!!
Thank you ^_^
Spike
4 years
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double belly/belly with rolls or huge beach ball belly?
I just want to make a note that genetics are the ONLY factor in which is a double belly and which is a solid one, Double Bellies are genetics and i as 5 years old when i had one and starved so even...
double belly/belly with rolls or huge beach ball belly?
I just want to make a note that genetics are the ONLY factor in which is a double belly and which is a solid one, Double Bellies are genetics and i as 5 years old when i had one and starved so even...
Spike
4 years
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is it weird for a 19 year old male to have never orgasmed.
As someone who IS asexual, i once had a dream a man touched my shoulder and puked. The thought of people touching me sexually physically makes me SICK. I am sex REPULSED. That is by definition ...
is it weird for a 19 year old male to have never orgasmed.
As someone who IS asexual, i once had a dream a man touched my shoulder and puked. The thought of people touching me sexually physically makes me SICK. I am sex REPULSED. That is by definition ...
Spike
4 years
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is it weird for a 19 year old male to have never orgasmed.
I am almost 30 and never have so XD
is it weird for a 19 year old male to have never orgasmed.
I am almost 30 and never have so XD
Spike
4 years
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i was a mod on curvage for a year. ama
How in the world does it work? It is so hard to just exist on the site as it is so busy and confusing.
How does a model get noticed? Not even charging for videos, etc.
i was a mod on curvage for a year. ama
How in the world does it work? It is so hard to just exist on the site as it is so busy and confusing.
How does a model get noticed? Not even charging for videos, etc.
Spike
4 years
new topic in General forum
does anyone have lipedema or lymphedema ?
If so can you tell me your symptoms and what worked for it? Diet or anything wise?
does anyone have lipedema or lymphedema ?
If so can you tell me your symptoms and what worked for it? Diet or anything wise?
Spike
4 years
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pros of getting fat?
Some authentic pros i have noticed being bigger :
- I have more energy. Food = energy and since i am eating i have energy .
- i wont win races but my stamina is insane. Last forever walking ...
pros of getting fat?
Some authentic pros i have noticed being bigger :
- I have more energy. Food = energy and since i am eating i have energy .
- i wont win races but my stamina is insane. Last forever walking ...
Spike
4 years
I am now thinking of how I would probably be a better dom than the submissive role people bully me and force me into. Not just in real life (It happens a lot, i assume to shut me down so i am quiet and malleable) but it is even online thus why my fanbase is toxic. It started on snap and even if i post here on reddit mods of gone wild threads remind me no "Fat" girls or are just rude in general in some subreddits. I had a whole two threads bully me yesterday until I deleted my two photos.
I am an asexual virgin, that is like GOLD for Chasity. Who else wouldn't give a shit about someones endless excuses? Who else besides a sex repulsed individual for an "ignoring fetish" or being condescending to people who get off on humiliation? But instead i got to deal with the people who tell me horrible things til i puke and demand horrendous things from me (It is why my onlyfans is FREE. I even have proof of it on there and if you go through all my posts i have one trying to set boundaries. I ended up in the hospital from trying to do a request they demanded. )
But HOLY FUCKING SHIT Why has no one mentioned this in the YEAR I have been trying to do sex work or any sort of sexual photos or roles and all it took was ONE man to say "humiliate me, tell me what you want me to do" for this to click in my MIND that I think, especially if my real life sucks, that a position of power would be not only better for my mental health but that I may vibe better with certain fetishes?
It just makes me sad to realize just how toxic my fanbase truely, authentically, really is to the core.
Just needed to say it SOMEWHERE as maybe someone has advice for how to turn it or create a new fanbase.
I am an asexual virgin, that is like GOLD for Chasity. Who else wouldn't give a shit about someones endless excuses? Who else besides a sex repulsed individual for an "ignoring fetish" or being condescending to people who get off on humiliation? But instead i got to deal with the people who tell me horrible things til i puke and demand horrendous things from me (It is why my onlyfans is FREE. I even have proof of it on there and if you go through all my posts i have one trying to set boundaries. I ended up in the hospital from trying to do a request they demanded. )
But HOLY FUCKING SHIT Why has no one mentioned this in the YEAR I have been trying to do sex work or any sort of sexual photos or roles and all it took was ONE man to say "humiliate me, tell me what you want me to do" for this to click in my MIND that I think, especially if my real life sucks, that a position of power would be not only better for my mental health but that I may vibe better with certain fetishes?
It just makes me sad to realize just how toxic my fanbase truely, authentically, really is to the core.
Just needed to say it SOMEWHERE as maybe someone has advice for how to turn it or create a new fanbase.
Sweettoothsw...
4 years
I’m so sorry you went through this! I’m a switch so I genuinely enjoy both domming and subbing usually (in my personal life and SW), but I’ve definitely experienced a lot more toxicity coming from people who want me to submissive 😕 some are great, but when people ARE toxic, it tends to be in that direction. I know you posted this a couple weeks ago so I dunno how you’re feeling now? But it sounds like domming could be a much healthier route. My best friend is nonbinary & asexual & does a lot of findom stuff and finds it a lot healthier than the requests for subby stuff. Even if some of your old fans aren’t into the new direction, you’ll attract new fans who are, and there will be fans who don’t care what you do because they just enjoy you as a content creator. I’m rambling but anyway I hope you find yourself on a much happier road soon, it’s okay to explore!! 💗💗
