Chapter 3 - my man ~ chapter 3

(Author note: Hi all and sorry for many writing errors. I write this on my phone, and when I write, my phone use autocorrect thing. Myself I like to call it "autowrongword ", and I don't always see those errors, but i'll fix them after writing. I want to give my best to you guys. And thanks for reading, now to the story!)

He measured my waist, how long was I and how Many pounds am I. Then he wrote notes:" 165 cm, 55 kg." He thinked on loud:" Damn how much I want you softier, then you'll be good enought to be my wife. I don't want any skeleton. I want a huge girl!" I didn't believe what I've heard:" Wife?" "Yes my girl, you'll be my wife one day." "What if I don't want you?" "You will, but now I need to go. And you will stay here. Understood?" "And do not move your body. Machine under you will make you eat more every time you move your body, it will be seen as escaping. And trying to run away mean punishment. See you" Then he left me here, all alone.
I finally let tears come out. I cried. I knew it won't help. But I had to do it, but didn't want to do that in front of him. I slowly fell on nightmares...
"I run on cake, after dog with his face. I've almost catched it when i fell to darkness. My body hurts. I feel heavy, like something is coming inside me. I don't know what, I feel it on my mouth. I try to get out of this place. I just wish this is just some horrible nightmare, not reality. What more I try to get out of darkness, that more I drown to it. Then I saw his hand. I must take it or stay here. It's hard to breath. I have no other choice than take his hand. Then I wake up.
I try to get to know where am I. Then I realize that I'm safe, it was just a nightmare. I breath heavily. I'm in panic when I saw I'm in his arms! How did this happend? When he came back? How long have I been here? I try to relax, when I think that he is sleeping. I'm kind of safe now. And he don't harm me while sleeping. Should I try to run away now? Yes, absolutely. Slowly I sneak out of his arms. I'must out of bed. But I have only underwear! I need clothes and shoes. Its not summer yet. I found his jacket, toke it and tried to open door. Of course its locked! What else would I exept? I tried to opened it one more time, when I felt his hot breath on my neck, hands on waist and whisper on ear:" Going somewhere my girl?" I freezed. I feel how his hands caress on my belly, waist and thighs. He kissed my neck. His hands slowly found their way to my breasts. He touched them:" These are cute, but too little my dear..." I was embrassed of the way he touch me, like I'm all his:" Stop please..."
"Why?" He kept pressing my breasts. "I..I..this don't feel good..." "teach me what feel then" "No, I mean that this don't feel right...maybe we should stop.." I tried to say, but he just toke me to his arms and carrierd to his bed: "Then just stay sleeping next to me my girl." He toke his jacket of me and put me very close to him. Finally I fell asleep.