Chapter 4 - my man ~ chapter 4

Every day after that is exactly the same. I wake up, he measure me, I eat, he left, I do nothing, he come and I eat again. He touch me, that feels uncomfortable, and lots of more eating. And if I don't eat, that machine force me to take that milk shake. It's been about week this way, and I already feel like filled turkey! This morning I was 57 kg. He was happy that I've gained some, but bit unhappy it was just 2kg. But he kissed my hair and left.
I've been thinking. Is he that bad? He usually have ended touching when I ask, and he don't harm me. Well, he have a big problem in his head. Who would like to be..fat? Or who would love to force someone to gain weight? It is not normal! I keep on saying to myself. But if I don't mindless that problem, he is..nice in other ways. And I haven't forgot how he was good looking in that damn train I met him. And nowadays he trust me a little. I promised not to run away, if he let me out of that bed. Of course the door is locked. I'll die if I climb out of window, so he locked them too. Does he believe that I would killan myself? Well, I won't give him "victory", that I wasn't strong enought to survive.
He let me do my school things, so no one will notice me missing and call Police. I walked to bathroom. I watch to mirror. My eyes are green and hair is blond. I've never dyed it. But the look in my eyes, it was unhappy, I haven't saw my friends for long time. I really haven't went to school. I'verran just been eating here. I touch my belly. It's just little bit softier, not big yet. I put bubble bath ready, and go to it. Then I let myself relax, and think. I am okay for now. I wish I could ask him to listen to my option also. But answer is no. He thinks I look sick now. He say I should be chubbier, not only for him, for myself also. I don't believe him. He is the one who locked me here.
Door opened. He came back to apartment:" My girl, where are you?" I don't answer, I want to see whattu happen next. I hear him walking:" Are you playing with me now?" I guess that he is in kitchen. Damn! I didn't except him to come this early, so didn't care is the door of bathroom open or not. Now I'm naked in bath. If I try to close that fucking door, he will see me naked! I say:" Im here, but don't come yet, I'm in bath..." "Oh well then, but seems like you left door open..for me my girl." "No no no, don't come please.." "How are you going to stop me...my girl?" He came to bathroom. The look in my eyes begged him to leave. I put my hands to protect my breasts from his staring. He smiled:" What if I take bath with you?"