chapter 2

It has been almost week since I got here. I've had more fun than ever I could have imagined I would. I've enjoyed spending time with my family and eating with them. Of course I have missed my dear Sam, but I will see him pretty soon. The best thing in holidays is, that you have no worries and you are able to wear big and warm jumper all of the time. It is so comfortable that I don't have to wear some tight dresses!

It is time of going to sauna, it's warm little wood room where naked people throw water to warm stones to make that room more hotter. Funny way to explain that, but how I love sauna! I ripped of my huge jumper and other clothes and didn 't notice anything weird, untilI I saw myself in the mirror. How my belly looked so round! Maybe that was because I just had big delicious dinner? Nah, I 'm not gonna worry about that now, because I just want to enjoy going to sauna. After sauna, I felt so good. Nothing was wrong, until I felt little hungry. Luckily there were some snacs to take before we all really come to same table to eat together.

One of my favourite foods is absolutely riceporridge with a lot of cinnamon and sugar! After second plate, I wanted some more, and toke third plate of riceporridge. One, two and three teaspoons of sugar..Yummy! After that, my belly was so full, but how could I leave the table before eating few home-made carelian pies with eggbutter? Few, to another few and once again. Then I saw it, a bowl full of creamy toffees on other side of the table. Bowl looked just like it was waiting for me, those toffees screamed me to taste them..I couldn't fight against their calling. Those toffees, they tasted so unbelievable. In my mouth they felt too soft and creamy, just like from my dreams. I couldn't resist. But when I realised that I had ate them all, I was kind of embrassed. But I didn't notice my pumping belly, that was almost too big to not be noticed, or I made myself to be blind on that thing. But after all these deserts, I felt blessed and went straight to sofa with good book. My cousin asked me to come play with him outside, but I felt too tired, just like every evening during this week here. So I apologised and stayed inside when others went playing outside with snow.

After going to bed I are some more snacks and chokolate. This have been good day...

The time passes by and days are like the one before. But one thing chances, I am more hungry and more often, but don't even realise that. I stayed inside more and more often, kept sitting on sofa and reading. One thing I realised too late: if you eat way too much and way too often, and if your belly looks huge after eating, everything is okay, 'till you reach the moment when your belly looks huge even when you are not hungry. That is the moment when you know you are getting fatter..

But of course I had no idea of that my belly was slowly growing, just like my body was getting softer and even more softer all around..