chapter 3

“I didn’t mean like literally, like sarcasm ya know?”

Becca made no attempt to hide her disappointment when she realized what just happened.”Shit, I’m sorry, I’m just really tired and, and I’m uh not into girls.” The tone of her voice and the look in her eyes made it obvious she was lying.

Naomi rolled her eyes.”Um... Ok.” Naomi turned away and crossed her arms,”Even if you were it’s not like you’d be into me.” She said, while poking her stuffed belly.
Becca wanted to hold Naomi’s hand, or hug her. Anything to comfort her. Naomi continued,”nobody wants to be with anyone as fat as me.”

Becca lightly put her hand Naomi’s shoulder.” Why do you think that?”

Naomi almost looked confused why someone would ask that.”My ex left me, ‘cause I’m a fucking whale.”

Becca’s hand tightened slightly around her shoulder,”Well, I know a girl who’s into your body type.”

“Is it you?” Naomi practically cut her off

Becca took her hand off Naomi’s shoulder and backed up a few inches,”Um, no... I...” then she realized she was out excuses,”Yes...”
“It’s kinda obvious, like you haven’t been able to keep your eyes off my ass all night.” Naomi said with a grin.

Becca blushed,”Sorry...”

“I don’t mind, really I don’t. You’re cute and... well, do you want to make this a date?” Naomi grabbed Becca’s petite hand.

“Ya, but do you think we could go to your place or something, nobody else knows.”
Noami laughed, knowing all the kinky shit she was going to do to this skinny girl when she got her alone,”ya,of course.”

It wasn’t too far to Naomi’s place and it was a lot less agonizing on her chubby frame since the sun was setting and it was cooling down a bit. Since this was a romantic venture now, Naomi payed a lot more attention to Becca’s body. She had some muscle to her and not much body fat. Her legs were gorgeous, long, pale and not skinny but perfectly toned. Then Naomi noticed all the bandages across her legs.

“Is that all from when you crashed Julie’s bike?”

“Like all the bandages?” She looked at her legs for a moment and pointed to her left knee,” I think this one is.”

“Um, what the fuck are the rest from?”

“Sports, I’m pretty accident prone, I have a scar somewhere on my butt from when I got hit by a car one time.”

There was a moment of silence and Naomi broke it like a chair crushed under her ass,” you better show me that scar.”

Becca blushed and the reality of her situation really started to hit her. Only 2 other people knew she was a lesbian and no one knew about her deep, deep love of fat girls... and now she’s going home with a girl she’s only known for a couple of hours. For a moment she stopped listening to her desires and to her brain,” promise you won’t tell anyone.”

“Like about your weird kink?”

Becca turned away,”Yes, and that I like girls, I don’t know if I want to be open about it yet.”

“I remember feeling like that, afraid of what everyone is going to think. It sucks right?”

“I hate it so much.” Becca said.

“Well, whatever. It’s getting late and it’s a small town. Nobody’s gonna see.” Becca smiled and grabbed Naomi’s hand and leaned into her. “See? doesn’t that feel better instead of keeping it all inside? Or at least a better than just looking at women through your computer screen.”

“It really does.”

For the rest of the walk, Becca clung to Naomi, she really felt free doing it out in the open. Then she felt something else. Her heart was beating faster with every few steps. She was still a virgin, and even though her internet search history would tell you what a pervert she was, she really had no idea what to do. She had kissed a couple boys before, but never made out with anyone. Again she caught the smell of Naomi’s cherry blossom perfume mixed with the sent of her sweat. As they walked into Naomi’s apartment building and into the elevator and down the hall and stopping at the door, it was like none of it was happening. It was like she was in shock. Her whole world was her own heart beat and Naomi’s left arm.

Naomi’s apartment was a complete nightmare, dirty laundry everywhere, leaning tower of pizza boxes and stacks of DVDs and video games.

They sat on the couch and Naomi could clearly see how nervous Becca was.

“I know you said no earlier, but would you care for a glass of wine?”

Becca came back to earth,” um ya.”

Naomi placed 2 empty glasses on the coffee table and filled them with red wine. It was a cheap bottle, but Becca wouldn’t know and Naomi didn’t care. Becca only took a few sips and wasn’t used to drinking yet, Naomi finished half of hers in one long gulp, set the wine on he table and put her hand on Becca’s thigh.

Becca looked down at her thigh and up to Naomi, she knew something was about to happen. Naomi put her other hand on the back of Naomi’s head and gently pulled her close for a kiss. It was a long kiss with no tongue. After the kiss Becca said nothing and finished the rest of her wine.

Naomi smiled,”I hope it wasn’t that bad.”

“N-no it was perfect, like I always thought it would be.” Her lip was quivering, she barely got the words out. She felt like she was so horny she could explode and went to Naomi for another kiss. This time Naomi stuck her tongue into Becca’s mouth, Becca let out a little moan as Naomi’s fingers explored there way into Becca’s panties. Her head fell back as she gasped. To her it was like nothing was real, not the couch, not the empty wine glass. It was just Naomi. Her whole body quivered for a moment. She tried to be silent, but a shaky whimper escaped as she exhaled and she felt like she was melting into the sofa as she caught her breath

They cuddled for what seemed like an eternity before Naomi asked,”Do you want to stay the night?”

At this point Becca was barely awake,”Yes please.”

“My bed is bigger if you want, we can move there?”

Becca yawned,”I’m getting sleepy, let’s just stay here.”

It took them a moment to find a position that let them both lie on the couch. Naomi fell asleep first and as Becca struggled to keep her eyes open, she stroked Naomi’s hair, like how she saw in a movie once.