chapter 1

My eyes open slowly, the light from the window seems blinding, even as it is filtered through the shades. The feeling envelops me again. As with every morning, I am reminded of you…everything you have done…the ways you have shaped me to your liking. A prisoner in my own body.

You did this to me.

I feel it pinning my legs, that sea of soft warm flesh. Sitting up, it wobbles gently from side to side over my thighs, spilling between them onto the bed.

It traps me here, with you. Moving is hard. Painful. My lungs struggle to get enough air, my legs moan out, my body starts to give under the weight.

It won't be long before I cannot stand anymore. Even now, moving to the fridge is a 10 minute task. And why would I waddle, struggling to breathe? When I have you, always there to bring the food to my room. To my bed. To my hands. To my lips.

I was so small when we met. You saw the potential. Over time, our lust grew and our love grew. And I grew. With every plate you put in front of me. With every trip to the drive-thru. With every "good job, baby." With every playful tease and challenge you gave me, knowing my desire to prove myself.

It started so slowly. By the time it became clear how much I had changed, you were already a constant. Always there with a gentle smile and a push.

I may have chewed and swallowed every bite with a smile… but make no mistake, my love.

You did this to me.

You grew me, you changed me, you molded me into your perfect image of beauty, hedonism, gluttony.
My heavy flesh spills out around me now. Warm and flowing like the tides, this ocean of me moves and shifts so subtly with every breath I take. It sinks down into the bed around me.

My softness wraps around your hand when you press down, checking how full I really am. You bring another bite to my lips, and your face is graced by that gentle smile. The smile that says I am safe under your care. I will be provided for and loved. But those eyes. Your eyes shine with a glint that scares me sometimes. I wonder how far you will push me, how far you will go.

Because make no mistake, my love.

You did this to me.

And I am yours.