Chapter 2

A thought popped into my head: What if I fed myself? And so it began. I bought four doughnuts and ate all of them. I made the heavy cream and cake batter shake I'd read about on FF. I ate and indulged and stuffed myself. My belly became jigglier. I loved to see it wobble while I walked toward the mirror. I couldn't zip up my size 16 pants anymore. XLs were too small, only an XXL would do.

I hit 250 pounds. I loved how soft I was everywhere. My belly developed a chunky upper roll, that is often puffed out when I'm full. I dream about that upper roll overtaking my ample breast, sticking out farther than they do. I lust for a hanging slab of lower belly that will lusciously fill my lap when I sit.

I need a fat man who wants to see me indulge, to kiss the red mark where the elastic of my panties digs into my soft flesh, to encourage me to have dessert, to have a few more bites, to grow into an even bigger woman.

Today I weigh 259.8 pounds. My bust measures 49 inches, underbust 45, upper belly roll 47, waist 45. The widest part of my belly and hips measures 54 inches. I feel so sexy, fattened beyond what I would have ever thought possible 10 years ago. But now, now, knowing this pleasure, how can I stop? I dream of meeting a fat guy who will help me gain until I'm fatter than him. Even though I'm much shorter. My belly will envelop him as I pin him to the bed. We'll be an incredibly fat couple, indulgent and gluttonous.

I am a successful feeder, aren't I? Feeding the only person who enthusiastically consents: Me.

Today I ate 6 chocolate chip muffins... that's 300 calories each, 1800. Then I had two shakes from DQ, a chocolate and a stawberry, that's another 1200. Then I had sushi, I don't even know what that is. Suffice it to say it was well over the reccommened intake. I could be to 260 tomorrow at this rate.

I feel impossibly curvy and full. This isn't the only day I've indulged this week, either. It would be so easy... how would 275 feel? Would my belly hang lower then? Would I waddle more? Someday, someday, maybe someday soon... I'll know.