Becoming Me

Chapter 1 - Backstory

(*Hello all! I am not a writer. I’m just a woman who is semi new to this world & wants to learn more about this kink, lifestyle, etc. Please bear with me as I navigate, learn & become more me!)

Aras has been struggling with her weight, she was always skinny. A couple years ago she had to go on steroids for a couple months for her lupus & the weight gain started. Today she is about 40 pounds heavier, she has a belly & a big ass. Having to change how she dresses has been hard. Still learning what works & what doesn’t. This has been like coming to terms with a new identity.

Just because she was always skinny, didn’t mean Aras didn’t love to eat. She was Italian, her Grandmother always had the kitchen stocked & taught her how to cook. But she never gained weight, she loved that she had “good genes”. Her only issue now was being comfortable in her skin, the struggle accepting her new body was getting better. She also didn’t really want to get bigger. (Maybe😏)

Then she met someone. A man who loves how she looks. He was also into a kink she didn’t know existed. It was a few months into the relationship before he revealed that he was also into feederism. Aras was always open minded to kinks, she loved BDSM, so no judgment on her part. So, she started doing some research. Finding a few different websites, she read ppls stories & watched feederism porn. She really wanted to understand & learn all that she could. She was a good sub that way. As long as it was something she was comfortable with, she was always a good girl ready to please her daddy😈

Aras asked Tony so many questions, he told her a few websites he visits so she can get more of an understanding. He explained exactly what turned him on with feederism, the dominant feeder, with just a touch of feedee.

Having someone who really loves your body(more than you do), has really helped Aras with her insecurities. Tony is always touching her, grabbing her ass, rubbing her belly, telling her how sexy she is. No man has ever done or said anything like this to her. The whole relationship has been so different than previous ones. Their connection is so deep. There’s honesty, trust, friendship & sexual need.

Tony is also into BDSM, so now they mix these kinks. Being tied up & force fed, dominance, spanking, edging. Sexual interactions have definitely been getting spicier, both of them opening up more about what they like & want. Something Aras never expected could happen.

Stay tuned for the 1st chapter in Becoming Me.