Eternally growing

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I've gotten really big lately. All I do all day is eat and sleep so why should I be surprised. I eat chips and fries, cakes and cookies, just calories on top of calories. Not to mention all the soda i guzzle down like water. My diet and sedentary lifestyle have made me gain about 100 pounds in the last year.

I have been living at home with my parents and they keep the house stocked with tons of junk food for me to consume.

But my clothes are getting tight really tight. I was chubby before I started gaining about 180 so I had fat clothes for days i felt chubby or just wanted to relax. But even those clothes are way too tight, my sweet pants now dig into my fat sides. I only have 2 pairs of pants I can leave the house with and most of my shirts hug my belly leaving little to the imagination.

I went out to get more clothes and all I could find in my size were sweat pants. They were in my size but they were in every size seriously, every size! There were so many Xs on the lables so I desided why not buy some big ones so I dont have to come back, so I bought one in size 4XL, 6XL, 8XL and 10XL. I am so going to get fat I thought.

The past week I've kinda been on I guess what you could call a bender, but I don't think I plan on stopping. Ya see from the moment I wake up to the moment I go to sleep i stuff myself to my limit, and when I feel like I can eat just a little bit more I do and try to push my limit just a bit more. Sometimes, usually at night my stomach feels so full and heavy, and I've stuffed myself to the max so much I have to lay on my side just to breath. But still as I lay there struggling to breath comfortably all I can think about is my next meal, what is close to me what can I eat, I feel so hungry and so full at the same time.

I love my new weight though. It is getting harder and harder to hide, everyone I know is too polite to say anything but when I get to 400 maybe they will. I really want to be teased about my weight, just thinking about how big I am and how much I eat turns me on, but I want some one looking at my rolls and poking at them and lifting them and telling me how fat I am and how big I've gotten and how much food I eat.