I admired fat so much, that I wanted my own. Something about the way it bounces, and doing things to intentionally make oneself fatter made it very fulfilling.

Is anyone else sneaking food? I try to avoid being judged for how much I truly eat and as a result do some of my stuffings in the car. Typically when I do that it’s an extra meal, or half a dozen doughnuts and some heavy cream.

Anything else I should be trying?

I pretty much transitioned from fa to gainer. It’s been a process since the teen years, but early on was definitely afraid of getting fat, but admired it, enjoyed the pov content, and then tried some soft core stuffing. Been on and off as a gainer ever since then, I love the idea of getting bigger, finding new things that are more difficult, and just in general having more of that softness for myself. Can only admire it for so long before you need more….

Lately, belly, butt, face, moobs. In that order.

I used to be in the same boat. But ultimately it was making small habits that made big changes. Small things like making sure to always finish your plate, then always make sure you order plenty of food, then try to supplement with heavy cream as filler, but make sure you don't eat less food. I also tried to sneak in extra meals before I'd go eat meals somewhere else sometimes. It was very hard to act like I had a big appetite, but it comes with practice. I was in and out of heavy cream, but it was the other habits that made a big difference. I struggled to get past 185, then I made those changes and I crept all the way up to 215. If you let those changes go, then the weight starts to fall off. Thinking about gaining again to see how fast I can pile some weight on again.

Not so much kidnapping, willingly going to a place where funnel feeding is normal/encouraged, and it’s a competition to see who can gain the fastest. Not that I actually would do that in real life, but definitely my fantasy.

That would definitely get results. The trick is to not overdo the cream though, if you overdo it, you won’t want to eat anything else….. you may need to ease into it.

-More chafing issues between my thighs
-Always hungry, even after a big meal, ~1-2 hours later I'm ready to eat again
-Noticing my belly hold up my arms when I cross them.
-Belts hurt a lot more

My goal is for my belly to have a hang while standing. My belly overhangs my pants by a ton when sitting, just not when standing. Also, having moobs that rest on my belly would be pretty nice too. Those have definitely started to sag a lot more in the last 10 lbs, so that might be happening. Hoping that by 250 both those become a reality.

It definitely helps! I loved funneling 50/50 ratios of vanilla ice cream and heavy cream.

It's the small things that can really help, I know it was shortly after I refused to take home leftovers and I force myself to eat them on the spot that it really started packing on.