Watching my aunts being SSBBW's themselves; but I'm at the BBW level.

I became fascinated with being fat since I was a child. I wanted to be fat just like my aunts were. By the time that I was an adult, I was totally obsessed with being and becoming fat. So I stopped exercising and began to eat more. When I weighed in at 200-lbs. I doubled the amount of food. Now, I'm 50-lbs. away from being 300-lbs.

I'm over 200-lbs. I celebrated my 250-lb. mark with a cake. Not looking back at my weight.

My belly since I added five more inches to it (50-inch belly). It's jiggling now and I can't stop patting my beer belly. So happy.

250-lbs.

Since I'm at 250-lbs., I feel fat.

The fun part about getting fat is eating a lot of food; in which I have been doing. Watching the numbers going up on the scales. Currently, my belly is resting on my lap.

Upon returning to work three weeks ago, I realized I couldn't fit into some of my clothes. Normally wearing a size 24 jeans would be a breeze to put on. But this time, it's has gotten small (even the elastic pull on's has gotten small).

It makes me happier when I'm gaining weight. The bigger I get; the happier I am.

My experiences of being fat is growing out of some clothes (may need bigger clothes from this pandemic); tipping the scales in the process.