The diary of an insatiable girl

chapter 4 - day 4

Melissa is a terrible influence! Remember how I wanted to go to the party? Well, we never got there. She was apparently amazed by my appetite, but didn’t believe it wasn’t just a fluke and so she decided she’s gonna make me eat until I can’t eat another bite. Sure, I could say no, but… oh god, I'm gonna be so fat… it sounds really fun! And since she was paying, I might as well take an advantage of it. Besides, try to say no when she looks at you with those big blue eyes of hers…

It turns out Melissa knows just about every restaurant in town. She apparently did her research before moving here. Melissa took me to an all you can eat buffet on the other side of town. It was a nice place, but it was so well hidden that I would never find it on my own. Today I decided to wear one of my oversized sweaters, because I didn’t want any attention from the local creeps. We still got some lingering looks I wasn’t too thrilled about… But it was bearable. As I’m writing this we’re actually still sitting inside the buffet and I’m really glad I chose to wear the sweater. One bad thing about my tiny waist is that it’s awfully obvious when I do overeat. I can already feel my stomach pushing against the waistband of my sweatpants. And it’s only to get worse, Melissa went to get more food for the both of us, so it’s pretty safe bet we won’t be leaving any time soon. I’ll tell you that girl really can eat! She’s starting to slow down though and I still don’t feel anywhere near to being full… Oh boy, she’s bringing a full cart!

Ok, so ‘all you can eat’ actually means ‘all you can eat in 6 hours, because then we’re throwing you out’… That’s a false advertisement if I ever saw one! To be honest I’m glad they threw us out. I tried to pretend I was full a couple of times, but Melissa didn’t seem to believe me, because she kept bringing me more and more food. I’ve never been a good liar. I guess I must have really enjoyed the eating part, because I kept eating what she brought me without protesting. Melissa didn’t really force me into anything. She just sat there watching me, being the absolute darling she always is. We’re finally back in our dorm, so I can give my stomach a well-deserved rest, it really needs it. I ate so much that I look full term pregnant for god’s sake!

Alright, Melissa might not be normal… that crazy bitch ordered pizza! I mean I did promise her to eat until I can’t eat another bite, but I just didn’t think she’ll take it so literally! I can’t get used to eating like this…

I can’t move! I’m so full I literally can’t get up from my bed. The food baby I carried from the buffet apparently got a twin brother! Remember Melissa, the cute angelic being of pure kindness? She’s a tyrant! She even looked disappointed when I swore I couldn’t eat another bite. I can’t believe how much energy the overeating cost me. I’m too tired to even undress… I mean even holding my pen is becoming a difficult task. It’s almost midnight so I’m going to go to sleep now. I spent most of the day eating… You know what the worst thing is? Deep down I know I really enjoyed it… I can only imagine how fat I would end up eating like this every day. The more I think about it, the less unpleasant the image becomes. No, I’m not getting fat! I’ve been enjoying myself for too long already… Well, it stops right now!