Chapter 1 - My Story.

My Autobiography
By HeFeedee aka Ron

Ever since I was a child, I had a unique fascination with round and rotund characters in comics and art. Their cheerful expressions and carefree nature drew me in, and I found myself longing to experience the same happiness they seemed to possess. Little did I know that life had a different plan in store for me.

One fateful day, an accident took away my ability to walk.
Losing my legs was devastating, and I found myself struggling to come to terms with my new reality. As I navigated the challenges of adapting to life in a wheelchair, I couldn't shake the feeling that I was missing out on the joy I had always associated with roundness and plumpness.

In my search for acceptance and a sense of belonging, I stumbled upon the feeder feedee community. It was a subculture centered around individuals who enjoyed the act of gaining weight and being fed by others. Intrigued and desperate for a way to connect with the happiness I had admired from afar, I decided to explore this avenue

Joining the Fantasy Feeder community proved to be both liberating and embarrassing. I connected with like-minded individuals who embraced their size and reveled in their own bodies. They encouraged me to let go of my inhibitions and fully embrace the idea of gaining weight.

At first, it felt strange to actively pursue weight gain. I questioned whether it was healthy or a move in the right direction. But the support and camaraderie I found within the Fantasy Feeder community overshadowed my doubts. They assured me that my desires were valid and that happiness came in all shapes and sizes.

As the weeks turned into months, I began to notice changes in my body. The scale tipped higher, and my clothes grew tighter. While I felt conflicted about my decision, the attention and validation I received from my newfound friends fueled my determination to reach my dream of becoming fatter.



As I embraced my journey of weight gain, I realized that my desire to be obese was about more than just physical appearance. It was about finding self-acceptance and challenging societal norms that had confined me for so long. Through the feeder feedee community, I discovered a sense of empowerment that I hadn't anticipated.

While some people might perceive this path as unconventional, it was undeniably transformative for me. The relationships I built within the community were built on acceptance, understanding, and shared experiences. We celebrated one another's progress and offered support when doubts crept in.

In time, I came to understand that true happiness isn't confined to a specific body shape or size. It's about embracing who you are and finding joy in the journey of self-discovery. My accident had initially felt like a setback, but it led me down a path of self-acceptance and personal growth that I would have never imagined.


As I continued my journey within the Fantasy Feeder community, I began to experience a shift in my perspective. While the initial focus had been on physical transformation, I started to recognize the importance of overall well-being. It became clear that happiness stemmed from more than just my appearance.

With this newfound understanding, I decided to broaden my horizons and explore different avenues of self-improvement. I began focusing on mental and emotional well-being, seeking therapy to address the emotional challenges I faced after my accident. Through therapy, I learned to navigate my feelings of loss, self-image, and self-worth.

Simultaneously, I immersed myself in art and creativity. Inspired by the depictions of round and happy characters that had captivated me since childhood, I began creating my own artwork. The process of expressing myself through art provided a therapeutic outlet and helped me channel my emotions into something positive.



Through my artwork and personal growth, I discovered a new sense of purpose. I realized that happiness isn't exclusively tied to external appearance or conforming to societal expectations. True happiness lies within us, waiting to be cultivated and nurtured.

As my journey unfolded, I started to share my story and art with others. I wanted to spread a message of self-acceptance and empowerment, encouraging individuals to embrace their uniqueness and find joy in their own journeys. Through speaking engagements and online platforms, I connected with people from different walks of life, inspiring them to redefine their own definitions of happiness.

In the process, I discovered that the feeder/feedee community was just one facet of my story. While it had played a role in my acceptance of self and helped me explore my desires, I realized that my dream of being "big" extended far beyond physical size. It encompassed personal growth, emotional well-being, and finding happiness in authenticity.



My journey from seeking acceptance in the Fantasy Feeder community to discovering true happiness and self-acceptance had been an incredible transformation. Along the way, I embraced my unique experiences, confronted societal norms, and learned to define happiness on my own terms.

Today, I continue to create art that celebrates diverse bodies and promotes self-love. I use my voice and platform to advocate for body positivity, reminding others that happiness can be found in every size and shape. My journey has taught me that being big doesn't solely depend on physical appearance; it's about embracing oneself wholly and living life authentically.

As I look back on my past, I am grateful for the twists and turns that led me to this point. The accident that took away my legs served as a catalyst for self-discovery and personal growth. It allowed me to find my true purpose and spread a message of acceptance and love to those who need it most.

And so, my journey continues, as I strive to inspire and empower others to embrace their dreams and find happiness in their own unique ways.

Contrary to what one might expect, having my legs amputated didn't dampen my desire to pursue my dream of becoming fat; instead, it fueled my determination and hunger to move forward. The accident became a pivotal moment that propelled me toward embracing my true desires with newfound courage.

Losing my legs was undoubtedly a life-altering event, bringing physical and emotional challenges that I had never anticipated. However, rather than succumbing to despair, I channeled my energy into transforming adversity into an opportunity for growth.

The accident shattered the illusion of invincibility and forced me to confront the fragility of life. It became a wake-up call, reminding me of the importance of pursuing our dreams and finding joy in every moment we have. I refused to let my physical limitations define me or hold me back from reaching for the happiness I yearned for.

With a renewed sense of purpose, I delved deeper into the world of the feeder feedee community, embracing it as a source of inspiration and encouragement. The acceptance and support I found within the community provided me with the strength to face the challenges of my new reality head-on.

In the process of gaining weight and exploring my desires, I discovered a profound sense of empowerment. I realized that my dream of becoming obese was not limited to a physical transformation; it encompassed an emotional and mental transformation as well. The journey allowed me to break free from the constraints of societal expectations and embrace my true self. Friends I've made at Fantasy Feeder opened up my life and world as a whole.

As I embraced my dream of becoming fatter, fueled by the resilience and hunger that losing my legs had instilled in me, I began to redefine what it meant to be happy. It was no longer confined to a specific physical appearance but encompassed the joy that came from embracing my passions, nurturing my relationships, and pursuing personal growth.

And so, with every inch I gain, propelled by the courage that losing my legs had ignited within me, I continue to pursue my dream, breaking free from the limitations imposed by society and embracing the boundless possibilities that await me and I have the Fantasy Feeder community to thank for that.