1. Do you ever regret it?
Yes.
2. Do you frequently regret it?
No.
3. Do you have mixed feelings about it?
Yes. Only in a social vacuum fantasy world would I not feel conflicted.
4. If you had it to do over, would you still do it?
Excellent question. Yes. My desire to get fat and fatter is just too strong to suppress.
5. If you had it to do over, would you have started gaining even sooner?
I actually did try to gain several times when I was younger, with minimal success. It wasn’t until I was about 30 that I committed myself to gaining 100+ pounds, and was eventually successful.
6. Do you plan to gain more in the future, stay the same or lose weight? Or are you just going to see what happens?
My life circumstances changed dramatically a year ago. I’m just going to see what happens.

Absolutely. I’m quite fascinated by sexual dimorphism and human secondary sex characteristics, not to mention weight gain and fatness of course. To actually see your further physical development (i.e. where the fat goes) would be awesome.

Don’t you love those sudden and somewhat shocking experiences, events, and realizations which remind you of how fat you’ve grown?

-Counselor Deanna Troi eating triple-chocolate ice cream:

“…it's not just a matter of taste. It's the whole experience.
First of all, you have to spoon the fudge around the rim, leaving only the ice cream in the middle. Then, you gently spoon the ice cream around the sides, like you're sculpting it.
Relish every bite.
Make every one an event.
And then, with the last spoonful, close your eyes...”

One of the best things about getting fat is playing with it. My formerly thin body is now pretty well padded with a layer of soft, jiggly, squishy fat which is both fun and erotic to play with. Plus it’s always with me, so there’s the convenience factor.

One of the worst things about getting fat is adjusting to and dealing with anti-fat bias, from casual teasing, to judgments and assumptions, to insensitive or even downright cruel remarks, etc. That can be challenging.

I’ve been playing around with the “Jock Feeder” for a few days. Nice little sub/dom dynamic going on, strong feeder encouragement, and now ‘she’ thinks I’m female—one of my fantasies.

I can’t decide if it’s creepy or cool, (maybe both?) Probably best not to take it too seriously…

It can be a bummer to lose weight when you’re committed to fatness and gaining, but don’t let it get you down. This was beyond your control, it is reversible, and it’s not the end of your journey.

This is probably super-obvious, but never underestimate the influence and impact of a feeder/encourager (even just online). I got lucky and found a fantastically talented feeder I never even met irl. He had a way with words and encouragement that kept me motivated and pushing my limits when I was actively gaining. I learned to love consistently overeating and bingeing, and he really appreciated the results. He was directly responsible for at least a third of my 125 lb gain.

The short(?) answer would be that I reached the point of no return about a week ago, when I decided to start actively losing weight via deliberate exercise—for the first time in over a decade. So I got on the floor to do pushups like I used to when I was younger and quite fit, and discovered I’ve grown too fat to do a single one. Somehow my brain still hasn’t processed my transformation from thin to morbidly obese and it short-circuited during my failed exercise attempt. (I also tried sit-ups, which were even more hilariously impossible.)

So thinking about the amount of effort and time I would need to lose even half the weight I gained made me realize that I won’t be going back anytime soon. And, at this point, I’m so habituated to laziness and overeating that something major would have to shift in my mind to be able to commit to long-term weight loss.

1) Raise your shirt, exposing your belly.
2) Grab and squeeze your fat while making loud squealing/dinosaur noises.
(Repeat step 2, louder if necessary, until they stop talking.)