I never got into this fetish—this fetish got into me. It came naturally and at an early age. Now it’s less a fetish than simply the dominant feature of my sexual identity.

Absolutely! My fatness is tremendously autoerotic, and I’d be lying if I said I didn’t masturbate to pics of my own bloated swollen squishy body—usually after a big meal or three.

Forgive me; it was never my intention to cause any offense. Hearing of your traumatic ordeal cements this as the first and last time I will ever say that.

It lowers your risk of being kidnapped.
(I stole that one, but it’s accurate.)

I find it intensely autoerotic. It turns me on just to see and feel my body; to inspect my fatness in the mirror, to squish the 100 lbs I’ve put on. To binge and weigh and stretch and grow.

Granted, it is more fun when I can share the experience with another person, but the experience alone is enough to leave me in a state of profound arousal. (Plus it’s convenient!)

My bad if the site’s designed that way; it seemed like a sudden change (to me). I guess it’s nothing, then. *derp*

Thanks; I tried refreshing and clearing my history/data, etc—but the entire site remains open and accessible even after logging out. It’s just a little odd, not a huge obvious problem.

Starting today, after “logging out”, I noticed the “videos/pics/stories/gainers/chat/shouts/forum/profiles/upgrades” sections remained, and were fully accessible. I couldn’t make new posts, but the green buttons to sign up/log in were there above the aforementioned sections.
Any input is appreciated.

I’m always a little leery of anecdotal reports when it comes to cannabis. That’s not to say they can’t hold some truth—particularly when reported en masse—I just prefer to have a handle on the science behind the reports. (Unfortunately, cannabis science is still lagging thanks to prohibition; and it is complicated.)

Two people can smoke (or vaporize/ingest) equal amounts of the same batch of the same strain and have noticeably different experiences. One person can smoke equal amounts of different batches of the same strain and have noticeably different experiences. (Raw) cannabis strains aren’t standardized enough; there are many variables.

Just stay away from THCV, which is a cannabinoid associated with appetite reduction. Fortunately it’s rare.
Beyond that, just find strain/s you enjoy personally and which provide the general effects you’re looking for. (And read a bit of the evolving science around cannabis, if you like.) Good luck!

One thing I’ve noticed since getting fat is a brief, automatic pause when confronted with ANY physical activity. It’s like my brain is trying to sort out: “Am I too fat to do this? Do I have to do this? What exactly is required?” And as I’ve progressed from ‘normal weight’ to morbidly obese, the threshold has changed from “Do I have to run?” to “Do I have to walk?” to “Do I have to stand up?”

The fatter you get, the fatter you get. I’m fat because I’m lazy and I’m lazy because I’m fat. Certainly fat people can be active, but there’s just something about embodying the stereotype of the lazy glutton that frankly turns me on.