chapter 3

Two more months came and went as Beth stood in her bathroom looking in the mirror. Three months of being a fat slob had put 80 pounds on her body. She didn’t know she had hit the 200-pound mark, but she couldn’t pretend to not be fat anymore. “As soon as this is over, I am hitting the gym” she thought to herself. Taking off her pizza sauce stained shirt, she noticed acne on her chest. Wiping all the grease on her had given her chest acne on top of the breakouts on her face. Looking at her fat figure was turning her on, she loved how disgusting she felt, and it turned her on to see it. Beth went to her computer and logged on. While sitting in her chair, it creaked from her weight. The arms dug into her fleshy body and it became uncomfortable to her. Eventually she got tired of the uncomfortable chair and set up a way to use her laptop on the couch. This is where Beth now spent most of her time, sometimes she passed out right into her takeout while sitting on the couch binge watching Hulu. She came again, thinking about how slobby she was, wearing the same outfit, baggy sweats and an oversized t-shirt, that she had for the past week, surrounded by a weeks’ worth of takeout containers, with her fat hanging belly hanging out.

Another month and Beth fell further into her life. She was now weighing 230 and looked very much like her pictures she had made with a fat suit. The stares she got when she went shopping turned her on, but she found it tiring too. She started going to Wal-Mart at midnight and found herself around more people like her, and less judgmental looks. She had started dating a girl she met in her chatroom, the girl was not someone Zoe ever would have dated, but she was into Beth, and Beth couldn’t be too picky. She loved being called Big Beth too, she continued to masturbate thinking about how bad she looked, loving to hate herself. By now the sloppiness wasn’t just pretend, she was too lazy to clean up and had no energy to do anything. She just wanted to watch tv and chat online.

Halfway through her challenge and Beth’s wait finally stopped growing after she reached 265. She hadn’t even texted her friends in the past couple months and didn’t have any plans to see them. She had completely become Beth, considering her online friends to be her only friends. Her online girlfriend left her for someone thinner which just turned Beth on, she had never been dumped before, and now to be dumped over her looks. She was just so turned on by the teasing she got for her weight. She often found herself just grabbing her fat and insulting herself as she got off.