chapter 4: beginning of fat desires

College life was so stressful for Sarah that she forgot about her lifestyle of eating healthy and exercising. She was so into studying that she didn’t care of what was going in her mouth. The life she was currently experiencing was way more stressful than she ever thought. When she wakes up and just moans that she has to go to the gym, but she can’t as there are assignments that she must complete. She uses the excuse that she’ll go in ‘tomorrow’. Instead of the traditional breakfast she eats, she went to the draw and started munching chocolate and other candies with coca cola on the side. She was not taking her diet seriously and was binging every time she was stressed. She would bring in 2 packets of medium sized chocolate chip cookies and would indulge when she was bored or in pain through the hard obnoxious life that was affecting her. 2 months after using Rebel's advice, she has been happier than ever. She’s more focused on studying and hanging with Rebel than going to the gym or sticking to a strict diet. She weighed herself one day on a Friday morning. She had reached 124 pounds!

Sarah shrieked “OMG, how have I let myself go by gaining 14 pounds!! But I can’t start now, life is too stressful at the moment, I’ll burn it off in a couple of weeks.” Sarah didn’t realise but she developed a habit of making excuses and being lazy all the time for not working out. It was training day in hurdles, Sarah didn’t run for a long time and all the constant laziness and eating junk had caught up to her. Her outfit was a bit too tight for her. She had developed a pudge of belly that jiggled slightly, her once trimmed legs had now become a bit swollen and they had developed dimples on them. Her calves looked bulkier and out of form, her arms were a bit flabbier and her fit waist had been replaced with mini love handles, finally her ass was bigger and curvier and softer than before. Once the race started off Sarah was trying her best to sprint and jump, but she was too slow compared to the other female hurdlers. Her slight quivering thighs and pudge belly and meatier legs caught up to her. Once the race ended she was 6 seconds behind the race track. Coach was shocked and furious and the hurdlers were just stunned by what just happened. The coach said “Alright that's enough practice for today, Sarah I need to speak with you, it’s an emergency!” Sarah was so embarrassed that she was beaten by the ones she used to look down on, now she looks down at herself.

Coach told her to sit down and told her these words “Sarah, what happened to you, you used to beat all of these girls easily and you’ve never lost a single hurdle practise. You’ve also by the look of things gained weight. So tell me, what’s the problem.” Sarah said “ I'm so sorry coach, I've been really stressed out lately through studies and my exams are coming up. While I was stressed I looked at something that would give me comfort, which was food”. The coach replied with “Sarah, I understand the stress. But you need to look out for yourself, you’ve been very poor and out of shape these recent sessions we’ve had. If you keep up like this I will have no choice but to kick you out of the hurdling sport.” Sarah looked concerned and replied by saying. “But sir I can’t multi-task, it’s impossible for me and I want to focus on my exams at the moment and-” Coach fired back “ Sarah, you have to make your decision, right here right now, Stay or quit. No second chances!” he roared back at Sarah angrily for her excuses. Sarah said fiercely “ You know what coach, I quit. I don’t want to be a hurdler anymore. That’s final.” Coach was surprised and said “You just wasted a good talent for yourself Sarah. I’m disappointed in you. My hopes were so high for you and now they’re gone. Have a nice day Sarah. You will be missed in our premises.” Sarah was very angry but left tearfully and ran back home with being anxious over the fact that she quit. She arrived home 15 mins later and fell on the coach. Her stomach rumbled and she was thinking of having pepperoni pizza. She called her local pizza and they delivered it to her. She took the first bite and she went in ecstasy, her eyes rolled back and she was devouring the pizza like a greedy...pig. She topped it off with drinking soda. She burped quite loudly and her face went red. “Oh God, what am I becoming, I’m such a pig” Those words made that same feeling come back and make her slightly moan and turned on. She called her friend Rebel to come over. She did and she explained to Rebel “I’ve made my decision, I quit hurdles and I’m much happier and free now. Focusing on my studies and hanging out with you” Rebel was quite shocked from the news she replied “But what about the career you wanted to have?” She said eagerly. Sarah replied “You know Rebel, the point you talked about weeks ago about being happy is all i needed. In a way, some dreams are overrated.”

Rebel smiled and was very happy for her. “You know what Sarah, you’ve finally found your passion and we’re both happy for it.” Rebel looked down at Sarah for a moment and saw her belly was bloated and looked stuffed. She knows that Sarah has gained weight because she visits her very often or almost everyday, but she wondered, she stuffed herself before inviting her. Rebel was also stuffed from the food she ate earlier, she obviously eats a lot and always visits Sarah with a very bloated belly. Rebel thought to herself, what if she orders more food for the both of them as they always eat and hangout together anyways. “Hey Sarah, do you wanna order something like, dessert?” Rebel said with her arms around her own back biting her bottom lip. Sarah knows she’s already full from the pizza and soda. She also knows Rebel is also very bloated but more bloated and stuffed than Sarah. But she said “Fuck it, why not babe!” They both laughed and ordered 20 brownies and 2 bottles of 2L soda of cherry coke. They both had a great time munching on the brownies. Rebel eats a lot, but she noticed that her growing best friend started the habit of eating a lot as well, she watched in desire the way she devoured 8 brownies. They both had 2L of cherry coke to themselves. Rebel was shocked to see that Sarah drank more than a litre of the coke with 4 swigs. That’s a small attempt, for Rebel but since she’s a bit slim, that’s very impressive for her size. Rebel obviously swayed more than a litre with 2 swigs and nearly finished the bottle. Then she eventually did and let out a huge “BURRRRRRRRRP ''. 10 mins later, Sarah also finished her bottle, she was so bloated then she released probably her loudest ever belch “BURRRRRRP” Rebel was shocked to hear her belch so loudly. They both looked at each other and started laughing at what just happened. Sarah was so bloated that she released her button so that her belly gets some rest, she then sighed and rubbed her belly, she was so turned on by the rubbings she was giving herself, she was confused as to why. Rebel watched in desire as her friend was rubbing her belly. She loved her moans and knew she was liking the belly rubs. Rebel had another imagination, Sarah quit her gym sessions by the look of her body, she quit the team, eats while stressed out and only focuses on her studies while eating junk. Rebel asked her kindly “Sarah, are you going to you know..try to go back to the team or the gym after these exams are over? '' Sarah replied “Umm… I might, I’ll definitely go back to my old weight once I focus on the gym again. Rebel knows she’s lying. Rebel knows that the inevitable fitness fate will come so she won’t bother her. Also, Rebel knows she loves the experience, she even knows that she will definitely gain more, she’ll become more denial in her weight gain. She knows that every excuse she makes about the fact that she’ll “exercise another day” will just make her gain more and more weight. Sarah knows herself she’s lying, deep down she isn’t going to return to her old weight but will probably get bigger and bigger.

Rebel told Sarah she needs to go to the bathroom. Sarah told her she can go. Rebel said to herself in the bathroom upstairs opposite Sarah’s room “She won’t lose the weight. I think she’ll definitely get bigger. She loves the way her belly is so bloated and jiggles a bit. It’s very hot. She is just naive if she thinks she’ll return to her old weight. But, I’ll support her to the end. Also, I think she’ll be... a pretty cute fat girl. Kinda like me. She is certainly the best and she isn’t regretting any of it.” There’s a massive probability that Rebel was right. She developed a deeper relationship with her best friend that she never possibly had. She came her way back waddling to Sarah’s sofa with her belly swaying, jiggling and her thighs,boobs, ass bouncing and jiggling as well plotting her fat ass back onto the sofa. Things are going to get very interesting for Sarah in the next couple of months.