chapter 4

I laid in on the longer soaking up the last bits of the sun, what if I get too fat and I can’t lose weight? I thought what if I get too fat and Amy doesn’t want to be with me anymore or what if I enjoy it too much and don’t want to lose weight and Amy wants me to? Or even if I want to but Amy doesn’t want me to? ‘Don’t be stupid’ I thought rationalising things. If I get so fat that I can’t lose all the weight then at least I did it for a good cause, if I got too fat and Amy didn’t like it i would lose the weight just like I would if I was loving being bigger and Amy wanted me to lose weight, and if I wanted to lose weight but Amy didn’t want me to then I would keep the weight or even gain more for her if that’s what she wanted I would do anything for her. With that settled in my mind I moved on to the big question. What do i think about it? I was alone out here so i looked down at my miniature gut and started prodding and poking feeling it with my fingers and rubbing it. I liked it there. I also liked the fact that I hadn’t manscaped in a while so I was getting quite hairy on my belly and my chest. I looked big beefy and manly. I loved it. Only time will tell if I would like more.

Half an hour passed and I went up to our room Amy had found a weighing scales saying to the staff she was on a diet and needed to do her weekly weigh in. She placed it down on the floor and I walked over to it, took a deep breath and stepped onto it.

**193lbs** blinked on the screen.

“11lbs in a week! That’s mad!” I said
“It is but when you think about it it’s not. You’ve been on army rations for months so you haven’t had a decent meal so your over compensating now by stuffing yourself to the gills anytime you can which is a massive calorie overload for your body couple that with the fact you’ve not done any exercise except walking to the buffet and then to the swimming pool you were going to gain weight”
“True at least its a good head start! Only 47-57lbs to go now”
She got her phone out and was tapping numbers into the calculator
“So you need to gain about 2.5lbs per week”
“Not as much as I thought” I said
“Nope, and if you keep gaining as fast as you are doing in 5 weeks you’ll be at your goal weight plus in 6 months you’d gain another 260lbs which isn’t likely to happen once your body gets used to so many calories your body will slow down and possibly plateau at some point but if that was possible it would put you at 457lbs”
“Oh okay nope Amy I have decided I do like this and I want to see where it goes by gaining the rest of the weight to get me out of the army and see where we are at the end whether I want to keep gaining or not but I dont think I will ever want to be nearly 460lbs”
“No I like that you’re gaining weight like I said I find it much of a turn on at the moment but no 460 is too big and dangerous I don’t want you to be that high risk. Like you could walk out in front of a bus and be killed tomorrow so some risk is fine but that’s really high risk i want you around for a long time to come yet.”
“Me too”
So it was decided I would gain to the goal weight of 250lbs as fast as I could to get to the required weight to be classed as obese and then gain an extra 20lbs to be sure that they wouldn’t hesitate and try to make me lose the weight. They would dismiss me right there. Good thing I remembered though is you get a pay out at the end of it. You get 2 months full pay for every year you served, i got around £2400 for being commander so I’d be paid off with £48,000. Which would support us for quite a while while I trained to be something else.

The week continued the same as the first week only my capacity was increasing meaning I was able to snack in between meals and I was able to fit in supper just before bed which for me was more than another meal in itself.