Chapter 4 - epilogue

Fast forward five years and I am 25 now and living comfortably. I moved to the city after college so I’d have access to every type of food I could get my hands on. I got an apartment with an elevator right in the middle of the city with tons of places that delivered to my apartment. My job is remote so I basically just sit at home and eat all day while I do my work. I make sure I go on a walk everyday to maintain my mobility because I don’t want to be completely immobile. I finally put myself out there to feeders and maybe one day when I find one I’ll take that step. At the moment I’m hovering around 550 pounds. I’m finally getting more comfortable with how to control myself at this weight and getting used to it. I know where to not sit and where to look before I walk because these are things that I have to worry about now. I looked at all of the weight limits on the furniture that I bought.

I’ve adjusted my lifestyle as a 500+ guy and it’s alll I could ever ask for. I like how it takes me multiple tries to get up and off the bed in the morning. I like how I need to go through the door sideways because I'm to wide to for through regularly. I like how I can just let all my fat hang out when I want and I can explore my body. I like how I can order as much food as I want and just eat all day long without anyone to judge me. Being this big is not for everyone and for me it’s been my dream ever since I was a kid. I have been wanting to be this big for such a long time and I’ve finally done it. I’m finally the guy everyone stares at on the street when the walk wondering how a *** like me is even walking. I’m the guy who goes to McDonald’s and holds up the line because I ordered enough food for a family of 4. I’m the guy who is so fucking fat that he needs 2 chairs to sit down in when he goes out to eat. I am finally that guy. I am the superchub that I have always wanted to be and I could not be happier. I don’t know what the future holds but I’m sure this is just the beginning of my gaining journey and I’m happy to see how big I get.