Chapter 4

Mamma got a date! It only took her a week to catch someone’s attention who lived close, only fifty miles away. Wish I was so lucky, BBW lebians/bisexuals didn’t live anywhere near me. I had a few chats with some cute and nice girls but it didn’t really go anywhere when I didn’t want to show my face, it started to make me feel depressed again. It was like when I sent in applications to jobs who didn’t want anything to do with me, I don’t know what I was doing wrong. I was happy for her though, she says his name is Eric and that he’s a bartender who works in the next city over. Mom’s worried he might be a little too young for her (or the other way around) and that she’s not big enough for him. I keep telling her that she’s just nervous and that she’ll have a good time, if he’s not right for her then she can take a chance with someone else.

Looking for a job wasn’t fun either, I wasn’t really interested in going to college and now it’s biting me in the ass. Why does an entry-level position want me to have a bachelor’s degree and 2 to 3 years of experience? Fucking ridiculous. At this rate I’ll be living with Mom when she gets married again, or she’ll be living with me if I ever find someone for myself. I did take her suggestion in becoming a photographer seriously, I wouldn’t be joining any big firms soon but people do pay good money to have nice pictures. I’d have to spend most of my free time getting to know the tricks of the trade, the main problem is all I had was my phone. I had no idea how expensive a decent camera could be, it’ll take me a month to save up enough for one.

Mom was getting ready for her big night out, though was having trouble fitting into her best dress. It seems she outgrew it by a couple sizes, she didn’t want to but she’d have to go in so mom jeans and a nice shirt. Even then she felt huge in her clothes, worrying that she’s overdone the ‘food friendly’ thing. I told her that if he’s anything like the other guys on the site then he’ll probably love how tight they were on her, she forgot that she’s going out with someone who’s into that kind of stuff. She gave me a hug and told me that if I don’t hear from her to call the police, I assured her that she’ll be fine but I’ll check on her every now and again.

Now I was all alone, it felt weird being by myself. Mom said I had to fend for myself for dinner so I just put some chicken and potatoes in the oven and called it cooking. While I was waiting, I checked my profile and saw that I got a new message. ‘Hey LonelyHeart2k, I’ll just come out and say I’m a lonely lesbian too. We’re pretty far away from each other but I thought I might as well say hi.’ She only had fat fetish art in her pics but she seemed genuine, so I messaged her back. ‘Hi Big&BeautifulHuman, yeah I just got into this recently and I wanted to see if anyone would be interested in me. It’s been pretty hard for me, would you want to chat?’ She responded in a couple minutes. ‘Sure! I’d love to! Wanna use Discord?’ I said yes and sent her my username and she called immediately.

“Hey.” She was awkward but sounded really cute.

“Hey, so what about me attracted you?”

“Oh uh… I guess I was interested in another lonely lesbian.”

“Yep, that’s me. I’m a tragically gay girl.”

*Giggle* “Same, mind if I know your name? LonelyHeart2k is a mouthful.”

“My name’s Rose.”

“Really? That’s a pretty name. My name is Ashley, just call me Ash.”

“Okay Ash, so what’re you doing?”

“I was uh… checking some profiles, I needed someone to talk to.”

“About what?”

“Oh you know… life. I get pretty lonely and I don’t have many friends.”

“Same here, well we can talk. Anything in particular?”

“Um… I have this problem, I go to uni but it’s hard to find a girlfriend.”

“And that’s why you’re on Fantasy Feeder?”

“Pretty much, I’m kind of big…”

Her profile said she’s 300 pounds. “What kind of girlfriend would you like?”

“I guess someone who’s into fat chicks, I love to eat a lot.”

“Sounds cute, I like girls who eat a lot.”

“Y-yeah? What do you like about them?” She sounded bashful.

“I love big bellies, with lots of rolls and deep belly buttons. I just found out.”

“What do you mean? You didn’t know before? What happened?”

“One at a time. This is gonna sound weird but I was helping my mom find a date and she came across FF, I checked it out and liked what I saw. End of story.”

“Have you never seen a fat girl before?”

“Well yeah but not like this, I’ve known I liked girls since forever but there’s something about big girls that I’ve never noticed. Now I think they’re super hot.”

“That’s weird, most fat admirers know they like fat people from the time they’re little. It’s unusual for adults to ‘find out’ they have a fat fetish.”

“Well I did, I don’t know what else to tell you. What about you?”

“When did I know? Well I guess since I was twelve. When I ate a lot I’d feel really good and eventually I associated food and sex, pretty straightforward. I went on the internet to find out if I was normal and found the FA community.”

“Sounds nice, I wish I knew sooner. I always thought fetishists were creeps.”

“Yeah, we’re basically like everyone else. We love, we cry and we’re horny.”

“Amen. So Ash, what do you think of me now? Most girls stop around here.”

“I think you’re interesting, what about me?”

“You’re cool, you don’t seem like the other people I’ve talked to.”

“What were they like?”

“They just wanted sex, the fact that I’m not fat means we don’t talk long.”

“Sorry to hear that, I’m here for an actual relationship. You seem to be too.”

“Yeah. Don’t get me wrong, sex sounds great but I’ve wanted a girlfriend for a long time. I had one in highschool but she wasn’t serious, I was.”

“That must’ve been hard, knowing you cared and she didn’t.”

It seemed like she really cared. “Thanks, I appreciate that.”

“You’re welcome, I know what it’s like to be taken for granted.”

“Well if I were your girlfriend I wouldn't do that, I’d treat you nicely.”

*Giggle* “That’d be nice. Do you want me to be your girlfriend?”

I wasn’t ready for that question. “Maybe, you’d be my first in a while.”

“I understand if you're hesitant, you never know who’s on the other end.”

“I’d like to find out, get to know you. Would you want that?”

She paused for a moment. “Yeah, I would. Do you… wanna see each other?”

“Sure, we can do that. On the count of three. One… two… three.”

We both turned on our webcams, I was surprised by how pretty she was. She had dark brown hair and a caramel skin tone, her glasses complimented her hazel eyes. In the corner I saw myself, my dark cherry hair contrasting my porcelain skin and green eyes. “Oh wow, you’re very pretty.”

I blushed a little. “Thank you, you’re pretty cute yourself.”

“I’m surprised you don’t have a girlfriend, you look like a model.”

“Honestly, I think it’s the fact that I don’t go out much. I’m introverted.”

“Same, but my problem is that I’m too shy and a total geek.”

“What kind of geek? It’s probably the sexy kind.” I complimented her.

*Laugh* “No, I watch a lot of anime and play too many video games.”

“I’ve never really watched anime, you could get me into it.”

“That’d be nice. I see you like black metal, your poster is nice.”

“Oh yeah, total metalhead. I’ve been told I have interesting taste in music.”

“I bet. So, are you having a good time? I don’t bore you?”

“Oh yeah, why would you be boring me?”

“I’ve been told that I’m kind of boring, it’s an insecurity of mine.”

“Well I’d never tell you that, like I said you seem cool to me.”

“Thanks. Do you… wanna talk about anything else?”

“Like what, sex?”

“Yeah…”

“At least take me out on a date first.” I said sarcastically.

“Funny, I would if I could.”

“Actually, I’ve got dinner in the oven if you want to eat with me.”

“Sure, I have some leftover pizza. What are you having?”

“Just chicken breasts and potatoes, nothing complicated.”

“Well I’m gonna heat my food, we can meet back in ten minutes.”

“Sounds good.” I prepared my meal, I made plenty so I could save some for another time. I brought the plate back to my room and saw that Ash was back.

“So do you cook often? For me, I get take-out a lot because I’m in a dorm.”

“Actually my mom does most of the cooking, she’s on a date tonight.”

“That sounds nice, both your mom going out and cooking for you.”

“If I could cook for you, what would you want me to make?”

“Oh that’s a good question, I like a lot of things.” She referenced her belly. “I’d say maybe something like a big steak or a bunch of pasta, I’d love that.”

“My mom’s family has a really good recipe for pasta, it’s better than any you’ve ever had. I guarantee it, I’m not a big eater and I love it.”

“Well when you make it for me don’t expect any leftovers, I’ll have it all.”

I moaned at the thought of Ash eating an entire pot. “Yeah? You’d do that?”

“Definitely. I can pig out on pretty much anything if I like it enough.”

“I’d love to see that. Lately, feeding has been my deepest fantasy.”

“Oh? Tell me about it, don’t skip the juicy details.”

*Giggle* “Well, first I’d have you wait all day to eat and make you beg for food. Then, I’d have you in the kitchen to see me make all of your delicious food and see you salivate for it. When it was time for your meal, I’d feed you every bite. Your belly would be filled to the brim, you’d digest all of it into pure fat.”

“Mmm, that’d be hot. Sounds like you’d thought about it a lot.”

“Oh I have, it’d be nice to share that fantasy with one who’d appreciate it.”

Ash finished her pizza. “I’m getting excited just thinking about it.”

“Maybe… I could send you something, give you a taste of what I can make.”

“You would? Some home cooked food would be really nice right now.”

“As long as I can watch you enjoy it, I'll make sure you can't resist a bite.”

I could tell Ash was liking what I was saying, she was definitely a feedee. “Fuck… I want that now. You’re making me hungry again and I just ate.”

I finished my plate. “Stay pretty while I get more, that’ll be easy for you.” When I came back, she was having French vanilla ice cream. “Can I have some?”

She ate right out of the tub. “Nah, it’s all mine. I’m a greedy pig like that.”

“That’s hot, I wish I could give it to you. Maybe even funnel feed it to you.”

*Chuckle* “You’re into that? I’ve never tried it before, I’d like to though.”

“Have you done anything kink related? I haven’t, all I’ve done is kiss.”

“I’ve uh… never done anything before, not even kiss. I always wanted to.”

“So we’re both virgins then? Surprising given how kissable your lips look.”

She blushed. “I’m surprised you are, you’re genuinely beautiful.”

“Well you’re sexy, I’d kiss you all over. You look so damn soft and squishy.”

*Giggle* “Yeah, I’m pretty squishy.” She pressed on the sides of her belly.

“Mmm, I want to do that. I want to feel just how soft you are, I’m smitten.”

“I wish you could, maybe soon. Would you want to see more of me?”

I almost choked on the end of my second plate. “S-sure, I’d like that. Let me get more food and I’ll come back with just my underwear on. How about that?”

“O-okay, I’ve never done this before. I’m really nervous actually.”

“Don’t be, I won’t judge you. I’ll only tell you what I like, which’ll be all of you.” I left to get my third helping and came back with only my bra and panties. When I saw her again with only her underwear on, she had a tattoo on her chest. I didn’t know what ‘失恋’ meant. “Hey, what’s your tat say? Looks Japanese.”

“It means ‘Broken Heart’ or ‘Hopeless Romantic’. Both apply to me.”

“Oh no, what happened?”

“I had a best friend in my freshman year, I felt like we were girlfriends but she kept leading me on. We’d go out a lot and I thought she was into me but she just liked feeding me. One night I found her force feeding a guy, I was devastated.”

“So you got a tattoo? Pretty hardcore. I’m sorry you had to go through that.”

“It’s okay now, honestly I got it out of impulse. I’m not really a tattoo kind of girl. What about you? Have you had any traumatic experiences?”

“Not like that, I was kind of just a fling to my ex. A phase or experiment.”

“Ouch, sorry. I wouldn’t take you for granted, I’d make you feel special.”

“I know you wouldn’t, I can tell you’re better. Nice boobs by the way.”

Ash blushed. “Yeah? You like how big they are? They’re triple D’s.”

“I love how they spill out of your bra, they’re begging to be set free.”

“Yeah, I need to get a new pair. I keep going through them every year.”

“Is it because of your weight?”

“Yeah, I get around ten pounds fatter every holiday season. I’m a whale.”

“Would you like to be called that? Are you into that sort of thing?”

“A little… Pig, cow, whale, I like the idea of being lovingly degraded.”

*Chuckle* “I’d love to grab your gut and tell you how fat you’re getting.”

*Moan* “God I want that so bad, I’m so full it’s ridiculous.”

“It’s probably because of all that ice cream, you just can’t help yourself.”

Ash shook her head. “No, I’m a gluttonous piggy. I have no self control.”

“Let me see the damage, I want to know how much you pigged out.”

“O-okay.” She got up, I could see how much she binged.

“Oh my God, it’s so round and bloated. You almost look pregnant.”

“Y-yeah? Is it that bad? Sorry, I just mindlessly eat sometimes.”

“You were distracted by me? Blaming me for your eating habits?”

“Uh huh, I’m just out of control. The worst part is that I want even more.”

I was becoming soaking wet. “I bet you’d want me to force feed you.”

“Yeah…” She moaned. “I would. I need a feeder to take care of my needs.”

“You’d trust me with that responsibility? You’d give up and give in?”

“Yep, being responsible is just too much work. Takes away from food time.”

“Even though I’d fatten you past the point of no return? You’d want that?”

“It’d be everything I’d ever wanted, to be fed and fattened like a prized pig.”

This was so fucking hot. “You put away the ice cream? Bring it back out, I want you to finish the tub. I’m gonna get more food and I’ll be right back.”

She seemed confused. “Wouldn’t that make it your fourth plate?”

“What does it matter? I’m hungry. Now get the ice cream and whatever else you can pig out on.” I went to get the rest of my dinner, no leftovers again.

When I got back, Ash had an array of sweet treats. “I got ice cream, Oreo’s, Reese’s, lemon squares and the rest of my milk. Is that good enough?”

“Mmhm, it’s perfect. I wanna watch you eat all of it. I believe in you.”

“Will something happen if I don’t finish? Am I going to be punished?”

“Worry about that later, for now just focus on the task at hand.”

“Okay.” She started on the lemon squares, eating them as fast as she could.

“Yeah, have it like your life depends on it.” I was having my food as well.

“God I’m already so full, I hope I don’t puke.” She moved to the ice cream.

“You’re gonna be fine, I know you can do it.”

“If you say so…” She inadvertently moaned through her bites.

“Fuck… you’re so hot when you stuff yourself, I’m happy to see it.

When she was done with her ice cream, she started on the Reese’s. “I haven’t felt this way in a while, I’ve missed this. I love being encouraged.”

I was finally full but I bared through the rest of my food. “I can tell.”

Ash was slowing down by the end of the bag. “I can’t… it’s too much.”

“Come on, I can see that you want to impress me. You can do it.”

She was sweating from the sugar overload. “I’ll try…”

The way she hoisted the bag and downed the rest of the cups was so erotic, her neck was so round and sexy. “That’s my girl, eat for Mommy.”

Ash looked dazed. “Do I have to finish the Oreo’s? I’m beyond stuffed…”

“You can’t have any more?” She shook her head. “Then you don’t cum.”

“What do you mean?”

“That’s your punishment, you don’t get to cum unless you have the rest. And if I find out you came, which I will, then I won’t send you any food.”

Ash seemed to weigh her options. “I’m calling your bluff.”

“Fine, no delicious homemade cooking for you. It’d be a shame really.”

“Fine… I’ll do it.” She grabbed the Oreo’s and crushed them in a glass with a fork, she poured her milk into the mix. She hesitated but drank it all.

“That’s it, every last drop. Now imagine it’s me funneling that into you.”

Ash moaned as she finished, grabbing her tight belly through the end of it.

“Did you cum?”

“Mmhm, that was amazing…”

“I liked hearing it, now I wanna see that belly again.”

“Give me a sec.” She heaved herself to stand up again. If she looked like she was in her second trimester, now she was full-term. Her belly was huge.

“Oh my God, I can’t believe how big you look. It’s really hot and sexy.”

“All for you, you encouraged this.” Ash rubbed her taut skin.

“I want to touch it so bad, it looks like it’d feel amazing.”

“It does, it’s so tight and full. Go ahead, touch yourself. Make my night.”

I was already teasing myself over my panties. “With pleasure. Turn around, I want to see it from the side.” She did, it looked even rounder. “Wow, I love it.”

“Imagine kissing all of it; the sides, my diaphragm, my underbelly and my deep belly button.” She turned to face me. “Make out with my belly. Cum to me.”

My orgasm flooded me like a tidal wave. “Ash! Ash I’m cumming! Oh my God! I’m cumming so hard!” I shook violently to the euphoria. “Holy fuck! Ash!”

She sighed with satisfaction. “Mmm, that’s so hot. I hope you gushed.”

“Uh huh, it was the most powerful orgasm I’ve ever had. Hands down.”

“Really? I’m flattered, stuffing myself to the gills was definitely worth it.”

“I’m so happy we talked, you’re amazing Ash. I want to do this again.”

“I do too, maybe tomorrow. I have to get up for class in the morning.”

“Okay, goodnight. I’ll be dreaming of you and your big, beautiful body.”


“Goodnight Rose, I’ll be daydreaming about you in class. Sweet dreams.”

She hung up. God she’s wonderful, I’m so glad I gave her a chance. I hope this is real and not just phone sex, it was great but I felt something between us other than lust. After a few minutes of my post-orgasmic state, I got up to clean up any mess I made. I felt so heavy and slow, it must’ve been that powerful. I wonder how Mamma’s date went, holy crap I forgot to check up on her!

I looked through my messages. ‘I got to the restaurant.’ ‘Eric’s such a gentleman, he treats me with respect.’ ‘He asked me if I wanted a drink but I declined, he wasn’t upset at all.’ ‘We got dessert, we shared half & half.’ ‘I want to go out again, this was really fun.’ ‘We decided he’d treat me this time and I’d cover the bill on our next date.’ ‘Okay, I’m heading home.’ I checked just in time.

I felt so glad for her, I’m happy that she found someone again. I put on my clothes but they were tighter than usual, that’s weird. Oh well, I have my PJ’s

Mom came back, she was radiant. “Oh my gosh, I had such a good time!”

I was tired and it was a little late. “That’s great, glad to hear it.”

“It was great! We planned our second date for next Saturday. We’re going to the history museum, Eric’s quite the intellectual. Then we’ll go to the cafe nearby.”

“I’m so happy for you, how was dinner?”

“Oh it was so good, the best Italian restaurant I’ve ever been to.”

“Tell me more about it tomorrow, I’m going to bed.” *Yawn* “Goodnight Mamma, I’ll be going to work in the morning. I love you.” I went to my room.

“I love you too sweetheart, goodnight. Oh he’s calling me. Hey, handsome.”