Her Husband Thinks She's Fat and Ugly

Chapter 1

It was mid September, 2000. I was in one of our upstairs bathrooms. The bathroom scale was being a bitch. 257 lb the bitch was saying. I was a 5 feet 8 inches tall, 35 year old mom of 3 with a rich, gorgeous husband. 257 lb almost made me cry. The mirror was a bigger bitch. Who was this fat cow staring at me ? The long blonde hair almost near her waist, gorgeous blue eyes, and a small nose were the only things this cow had going for her. A fat pot belly with stretch marks, as if she's a fat pig. Folds of back fat. Small but saggy boobs. Flabby arms ! A fat ass with tons of cellulite. Fat thighs with tons of cellulite. A double chin. A chubby face with some lines and wrinkles. This was a fat cow who was getting old.
I got in a black t shirt and black panties. My pink shaved pussy has been untouched for months. My mouth and my hands had been the only parts of me touching my husband's dick. I was a wife, I was sick of masturbating. Makeup, jewelry, lotion, and perfume for bed. I needed to not gross out my husband, I needed my husband to touch me. It was minutes before 10 PM, I needed to get in there here another show starts.
I watched into our bedroom, the TV was the only light source. My husband was killing me with how gorgeous he was. 35 years, 186 lb, 6 feet, lean, a six pack, no body hair, a clean shaved face, and a huge dick. Chad slept naked, so I got to see his naked body before he got back in bed. I quickly got in the bed, I didn't want to ruin things by letting him my body. I placed my hand on his dick under the covers. He got hard in my hand. I was sick of just giving blowjobs, being fat and ugly doesn't mean I no longer want my pussy touched.
I got on top of him, and started kissing him. I pulled my panties down and I got my hand on his dick again. I wanted to get things going but he got soft on me. I kissed with lips, and I did my thing with my hands. Not only was my husband soft, it was almost like he was in the pool. There was shrinkage. I gave up on anything that benefitted the both of us, and I tried to blow him. I took a long time to get him hard but I got him hard and made him orgasm. I guessed that's what I deserved for letting myself go.
Midday, a few days later, I was in my bedroom. The only person I could stomach weighing in front of, was a girl Lauren. She was a 5 feet 6 inches tall, 38 year old mom of 1. She had long blonde hair, blue eyes, and a small nose. The scale was being a bitch to her. 196 lb. Lauren was not only not as fat as me, she also had a better shape than me as a lot of her weight went into her butt. She cursed when she saw her number. We sat on the bed to continue our conversation. My girl was trying to help. "Stacey, look. When you marry a man who is your age and as hot as you, if he puts in effort, eventually he's going to get hotter than you. Aging and having babies takes a toll on us. But your gap is too much. Chad is far far far hotter than you." Those words hurt but I needed to hear them. "Stace, your son is 5 and the girls are 3. No more excuses, you need get, well, not this. We will never be those hot bombshells ever again, but we don't have to be fat." Lauren was right, I needed to make a change.
"I know, I know, it's just so hard." Lauren took my hand. "Sweetie, you should get my personal trainer, he is very good." What ? He ? "He ? I thought your personal trainer was a woman." Lauren smiled at me. "Sweetie, my personal was a woman when Jake was on tour. When a man is having skinny girls throw their panties at him on tour, his wife shouldn't have no hot fit bitch anyway near his ass when he gets home. My new trainer, Michael, is very good." I was sucking in my belly. "I can't have a man ..." Lauren stopped me. "Sweetie, you don't want a hot fit girl near your home. Number two, it is less difficult to look awful in front of a woman than a man. The shame will motivate you. Number three, a smoking hot 25 year old is not going to look at us like that. It's like having a male gyno, it's not sexual for him. Number four, he is very very very fun to look at me."