Chapter 3 - doctor knows best 1 part 3

**Kristen**

Leaning back in her chair Kristen moaned in discomfort as she looked at the ceiling, with her hands tenderly rubbing her sore belly she pouted miserably. "Oh gawd... So full, I can't believe how hungry I was. I haven't eaten like that since I was a kid...", she whined. She couldn't even bring herself to look down at her inflated bump, she already felt disgusted with herself over the fact that she had to undo her jeans during her meal because they had become so uncomfortable. Ordinarily Kristen would have stopped eating long before such a point, but her new medication had brought about a hunger unlike anything she had ever experienced before, pregnant or not. Lowering her gaze to the large, empty pizza plate on the table in front of her and even the small, open pot of B&J's ice cream she felt riddled with regret. The tub was nowhere near empty, a good three quarters of its contents remained, into which Kristen had buried the spoon causing it to stick up out of the pot like some mythic sword from stone. Kristen felt sick with herself.

Low gurgles and grumbles now emanated from Kristen's belly drawing her attention from the empty plate to her now very full tummy, the sight of which caused her to gasp. Seeing the flaps of her jeans splayed out, cupping her round, tight belly did nothing to salve her feeling of self-loathing, nor did the unfamiliar bloated sensation she felt from within accompanied by the tautness of her skin. As a loud, unladylike belch escaped her plump, pouty lips she whimpered at the thought of how she must look, and the knowledge that this would not be the last time she would feel this way. "What would my fans say if they could see me now, god they'd be disgusted...", after a long pause her eyes widened in shock, "Oh crap, I'm supposed to do a show tonight." Looking down at herself her eyes welled up, "How'm I supposed to look hot and turn people on looking like this?!", Kristen yelped, "I look like such a whale, shit, I look like Kelly, all fat'n'round."

With a wet sniffle and wiping away the few tears that now streamed down her great cheekbones she whimpered again and fell silent, rubbing her round bulge the image of Kelly popped into her mind and the growth she had gone through in recent months, "Am I gonna be like that? A double chin underway and chubby cheeks? Urgh, no way, I'll be better than that, just because I'm on these new meds doesn't mean I have to become a whale like her, uh-uh", Kristen promised herself defiantly shaking her head. "Right, I'm not going to let my fans down, I will be on cam tonight, I haven't let my fans down yet and I'm not about to start now, I just need to sleep off... this", she said in a deflated tone as she looked once again at her bulging baby bump.