Chapter 32 - part 8 chapter 1

"How does it feel?" His chiseled face formed into one of curiosity and adoration as he looked up at her.

"How does what feel?" She mumbled. Her eyes were closed and she could barely concentrate on anything as she took in small labored breaths.

"Being so full...I've never thought to ask this. I'm curious" his hand slid over the many rolls of her belly, it was smooth and firm in different areas. She had packed in so much food at their favorite buffet that he had to drive around his truck to the entrance as she could barely walk out of the restaurant. At this point, she was well over 500 pounds.

His blue eyes drifted between her face and body, taking in all the small details. The way her hips sprawled out and took up so much of the bed, the way her double chin formed into her round beautiful face.

"Uhm...sweet and so painful at the same time" this was probably the fullest she'd felt in a while as they agreed to slow down on the massive feedings. The weight was more evident than ever though, she felt its effects on her body every day. The simple tasks like cleaning, walking up stairs, and leisurely swimming was becoming harder. Her dependency on him was greater than it had ever been and it scared her. She wanted to hold onto independence and he seemed to have no problem knowing that she was losing that, in fact, the sick part of him felt comfort in knowing that she needed him more with each pound she gained. He was never going to tell her that and her happiness came first, so he agreed to slowing down. There was so much more life to live and he knew she'd resent him if he pushed.

She laid her head on his shoulder and kissed his neck. It still held a mild hint of the cologne he had on before he took a shower. She breathed in deeply and snuggled her nose against his neck. It tickled him and he made one of his signature half smiles and a deep chuckle. "What? Do I smell like some leftover chicken parm to you?".

"Oh my gosh" she laughed and the entire bed shook."Don't make any jokes, it hurts to laugh right now" wincing at the pain she felt a few times. He moved his face towards hers and lightly kissed her lips, lingering for a few moments, his eyes closed. He kissed her again, soft, gentle, his hand gently fisting a handful of her hair.

"I'm ready" she whispered. "Hmm?" he hummed back, his eyes still closed as he hovered over her. She began to stroke him lightly and he stopped her immediately. "You just said it hurts to laugh love, can only imagine how sex would make you feel" a disapproving grimace came over his face.

"Maybe we should find out then" she replied playfully. He unconsciously stared at her swollen belly, "I don't think so.."

"Hey, I know my body too you know. I will let you know if I'm too full" She lifted his head to meet her gaze. He sighed and kissed her as a means of agreement. She slightly panted as he laid several kisses along her neck and then onto her chest. He trailed down towards the round of her breast, his mouth open to take in as much of it as he could. Her hand sprawled up his defined lower back to his hair, pulling her hands through it as he curved his tongue around her sensitive skin. He couldn't get enough; her body radiated warmth, safety, comfort and love. Something about watching him curve into her chest aroused her beyond belief. Like she was nurturing something so deep in him, something she couldn't quite explain, but knew exactly that she was doing it.

He groaned as his erection came to life, fighting against his boxers and rubbing against her lower belly. She guided his hand to her lower belly and curved it under her fold, squeezing it. "Fuck, damn you" he grunted in her ear. She smiled mischievously, knowing exactly what to do to push him over the edge.

"It's a shame that I have to seduce you into having sex with me Ez, is this not doing it for you?" She curved her hand over his and lifted her lower belly, letting it drop slowly. The heaviness of it sent vibrations throughout the bed as it hit her thighs. Ezra took no further invitation as his willpower vanished. He grabbed her thighs and parted them as best as he could, her belly flowing down into the open space. He kissed her belly and between her thighs, pulling down his boxers and letting himself free.

He hovered above her,grazing his lips against her forehead. She wrapped her hands on either side of his back, it was lean and his muscles moved back and forth as he positioned himself. He lifted her belly up and entered her, easing in and out slowly. Their breaths were heavy, but the only sounds audible was the bed creaking back and forth as he motioned into her, each time felt like he was pushing into warm dough. "I love you so much" he whispered. She wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling him downward as she kissed him, rubbing his upper back. They continued until both were at the edge, climaxing. He looked into her big brown eyes, piercing into her - it was this unspoken adoration, he looked at her like she was the most beautiful thing to grace the planet. She blushed and looked away, he smiled in response and kissed her forehead.

"It's funny to see you get shy when I look at you after you basically seduced me with your sexiness a few moments ago" he commented nonchalantly as he sunk into her soft body. She wrapped her arms around him "that was a different Bella, my alter ego". He laughed out loud, "Oh really?

"Yeah, that was bad bitch Bella. Bella from the block, you know" she joked.

"Wow, hello bad bitch Bella. Can I get your number?" he snuggled into her breasts.

"So quick to replace me I see!"

"Never, you'll always be my one and only" he whispered as he drifted asleep.