Chapter 1 - section 1 - my story

When I was a little boy, I have always been known as the smallest kid in school. Smallest, shortest kid even in my neighborhood. I looked at myself in a mirror and thought to myself, "It would be great if I could be taller or bigger than my friends and neighbors so they can stop laughing at me." Then an Idea pops into my head. I wanted to try to be bigger like the older kids, so I tried everything I could to be bigger than they all are. I have tried wearing my mother's boots, wearing long pants, having bigger shoes, everything. Every time I show up to school like that, the kids would laugh at me and make me feel like I was the weak link. Summer had arrived as I thought that kids were so mature and cool by being tall. I then thought to myself "Well, if I can't be taller than any of them, maybe I can give up." So I did for a while. During the summer break transitioning into middle school, I had managed to put on a few pounds without noticing. Everything felt wonderful that summer. When the first day of middle school arrived, I was about 4' 10" and 140lbs, which is overweight. The students there were nice and didn't mention anything about my weight. All the kids at my middle school were relatively skinny as it felt like they were admiring me. After winter break I started changing; I grew taller and still didn't keep track of my weight. And just before summer of the following year, I was already 210lbs and 5' 4". People at that school admired me for who I was. They even said that to my face. The years that followed into high school were all about me still not being aware of my weight. When High school arrived, shockingly enough, I was still the biggest kid in school. I was 300lbs at 5' 7". People were still looking at me with inspiration but others were looking at me as if I was too fat for my own good. During my years in high school, people have said that they have watched me outgrow my t-shirts and hear the teacher to tell me to get new clothes that do not show my big belly hanging from underneath my shirt. Every time the teacher said something like that, I would say that I could care less and that I am who I am. Graduating from high school, I was about 5'10" and 390lbs. When I graduated, all my friends were able to hug me at the same time in a big orgy. I felt like a big bear being hugged to the brim but still did not care about my weight. As further things were planned, college, jobs, etc., I still was gaining a lot of weight. I was then 420lbs at 6'1". At that point, people started getting worried about me. They were always afraid that I would get sick or be diabetic. I knew I would be fine, but they got me thinking about my weight as if it were a bad thing. I went to people that had different opinions on being very fat. As most of them were telling me to keep going, I felt better about my weight. I later then found this website and got my weight gain to grow rapidly with safety. People were encouraging with their comments and telling me to keep it up. And in the present, I have passed 600lbs at 6'4".


My weight gaining strategies will come soon.