Chapter 4 - getting bigger

Every time the vibrator started I would eat as much as humanly possible. I wanted so badly for her to notice that I was doing that for her and I wondered why she hadn't fed me again. I so craved her attention. I did however catch her looking at me more as I became bigger.
Finally after months of lusting after my director, wondering if she still wanted to control me and my body and let me be with her, she returned to my dressing room. She tied me up again and fed me beyond my max. This time however, she caressed my belly for a while after making me cum. She massaged it, needing it like dough and letting the fat bounce. I felt closer to her, I felt important to her. She sat in silence with me until she left and it was a few months again before she repeated this, all that time still forcing me to orgasm whenever she wanted.
I became absolutely huge. I was well into plus size clothes and actually started to struggle to find anything to wear at all. I was thinking about Celeste almost every hour of the day. Luke still came over and encouraged me to eat. We would talk for hours and hold each other most nights. I was feeling so conflicted and stressed. I was enamoured with Celeste and her power over me scared and aroused me. Luke had started to notice I was struggling while our characters grew more distant on screen, I think he thought I was method acting. Mia had developed a fulfilling sexual relationship with Alfonso and gained a significant amount of weight dealing with her own stress and guilt. We had just filmed the scenes where Jimmy finds out about Alfonso and enters a rage.
We were filming the scene where Jimmy confronts Mia, the love of his life and I was drawing from my own feelings about my body.
"Look at you. What have you done to my Mia. In some lust you choose a man who turns you into a greedy, obese slut?" Jimmy yelled while I sat in our living room set with tears forming in my eyes, reaching for a chocolate bar.
"We haven't had sex for months. And what? You want to stay here? We were supposed to go to Italy. Don't you love me?" He continued.
"I love you more than anything. I'm sorry I've put on a bit of weight. I feel horrible. I know you're not attracted to me anymore, but. . " I replied desperately.
"But what?!" Jimmy yelled.
"He makes me feel things that I've never felt with you. He doesn't mind my size. I want to be perfect for you but I haven't been able to lose the weight and I don't know what to do anymore. I love you but I want to stay here." I almost yelled.
Luke deflated his energy to show that Jimmy was tired and giving up.
"Cut!" Celeste yelled, "Fabulous Luke and Miya, that was a raw and beautiful display."
Luke and I broke character then and headed to the catering table. We chatted over sandwiches.
"I didn't know whether it was real or acting when you reached for that chocolate bar." Luke teased.
I laughed, unsure myself. I had developed a habit of eating when I was stressed and tired and happy and turned on. I was always eating and it seemed I was always growing.
One night, I was alone in my hotel room watching some movie on the TV and mindlessly eating fries. I heard a knock at the door, thinking that Luke must have left something when he returned to his room an hour or two prior. However it was Celeste. She was wearing a tight, black dress. It was long and showed off her cleavage.
“I have a surprise for you.” She almost whispered.
She let herself in. “First I want to see how you’re going. Step up on that scale, fatty.” She ordered. I obliged, of course. I was so excited to have her in my room and amazed that she had taken the time to come to me. The number on the scale crept up and up until it rested on 430 pounds. I thought about how huge I was and felt horrible but Celeste fed off of that energy.
“Look at me, I have a body like your body once was. Slender, toned and capable.”
I stared at her, tears forming in my eyes.
“I’m going to make you huge, Miya. You’re going to be so big that you can’t even walk.”
I wished it wasn’t true but I had already began to struggle to get around. Sitting on my ass eating all day had done that to me. And in order to get as big as I needed for the part, it was only going to get harder.
“Do you want to please me, pig? Do you want to be huge for me and submit to being who you were destined to be, a fat slob, too big to even walk.”
My heart was racing and I was sweating like a pig which seemed appropriate. I wanted so badly to please her but I didn’t want to be fat. I knew that I had to do it but I fully intended to go back to being slim as soon as shooting has finished.
I nodded nervously.
“Tell me, fatty!”
“I want to be big for you. I want to do anything to please you.” I quivered.
“How big, fatty?”
“As big as you want, as big as my role requires. I’ll do anything for the character.”
“But this is not about your character is it, piggy? This is about you growing to be the greedy, self indulgent pig you always wanted to be.”
I nodded and she patted me on the head. She then dialed a number on the phone that was on my bedside table, she spoke into it, “Ready.”
She disappeared to the bathroom and within ten minutes the room was filled with food brought in by hotel staff. I struggled for air and readyed my body to be taken over again.
She fed me every last drop of food through my moaning and pleading for her to stop. I was sweating, my belly swollen before me as she forced me to eat the last crumb left on a plate. She then pushed me back onto the bed and took off my clothes. It was a struggle and I had to try to help her despite barely being able to move. She jiggled my huge belly and squeezed the fat underneath my chin. She looked so aroused and like she couldn’t even control herself. Just the look in her eye turned me on, not to mention how incredibly sexy she was. She aggressively spread my legs and strapped a long, phallic vibrator to her pelvis. She tried to push the fat below my belly and above my vagina away but there was too much. “Hold your fat belly out of the way for me.” She ordered. I tried to hold it but when she started penetrating me she was thrusting so deeply and fast that I lost my grasp and my belly slapped her and then found its way to hitting my breasts which hit my face. I was surrounded by my fat and not even yet as big as I needed to be. Every thrust became shock waves shooting through my body, vibrating every fat cell. I was like a plate of jelly the way my body was moving around from the pressure. It felt amazing to finally have something up there, I had a vibrator but could no longer reach down there to penetrate myself. I really was a blob.
Each jolt became more and more intense as my breathing escalated.
“You are so fat! Say it, piggy!” She yelled, becoming exhausted from fighting my fat thighs and belly.
“I’m a fat slob! I’m huge and I’m only getting bigger and bigger for you.” I cried before I immediately came. I screamed so loudly as she rode me until I was finished with the best climax of my life. Then something unexpectedly wonderful occurred and instead of retaining her coldness and power, Celeste lay on top of me, grabbing the thick fat rolls between my breasts and my back. She kissed me hard but it was almost tender. As soon as our tongues touched we fell into each other and I suddenly felt connected to her. Our chemistry was intense, even the kiss made my body feel as though it had been ignited. She moved down, kissing my huge, fat breasts and sucking slightly on my nipples until she moved down to my belly. She was there, worshipping my massive, overfed belly for at least an hour and fell asleep on top of me, using me as a pillow and a mattress.
When she woke up, we had our first non work related conversation.
"What's important to you, Miya?" She asked.
"Well, I've always dreamed of becoming a successful actor, my whole life." I replied. Celeste hummed like she understood. "But now, I'm experiencing feelings I've never felt before with you. It's taking over my life." I admitted.
"I'm proud of your performance in this film, but I am prouder of your willingness to submit to me and how big you've become. What about Luke?" She asked.
"What about him?"
"You love him." She said, trying to hide her disappointment.
I nodded. "But I love you too. I love all you've done for me and all you've made me. I love your power over me. I think you're beautiful." I pleaded.
"I love you too. But I know when this is all over and we finish the film, you will want to go back to your old life."
I thought deeply about what she was saying. It sounded like she was asking me to be with her alone and I wanted to more than anything, but I also loved Luke. And once I loved my old life. It was lonely and hard but it was mine. I had a future at home. If I stayed with Luke or Celeste it would have to mean staying fat.
"I want you all to myself, Miya. I want you fatter and I want to watch you cum and fulfill your addiction to food. But I do not want you if you are going to stay with Luke. You have to be all mine." She said sternly.
I looked deep into her eyes. I loved her, I wanted to stay with her but she knew as well as I did that I would be losing this weight and returning to my old life. I knew it hurt her and it made me feel awful to have done that to her but I could barely walk, I couldn't face my life back home like this.
As for Luke, I couldn't break things off with him either. I was stuck in limbo and it was really getting to me. I was eating more each day, I was addicted and it became the only constant in my life. As much as I was still enjoying filming, it was exhausting to even be out of bed. Celeste and I were spending more time together, she would dominate me and then try to convince me to be hers.