chapter 6

September 2nd:

I have enjoyed this past two months seeing her suffer, not going to lie. She doesn't always suffer; when she is stuffing her face she looks happy, free perhaps. It's when she is trying on clothes, or looking at herself in the mirror when I feel like she is in pain. I stopped adding anything to her food about a month ago, and still, she has been nonstop stuffing her face and gaining more weight. She is about 350 pounds now, I have to say, she looks has ruined her looks, she has become a shapeless fat blob with fat hanging all over, but she is hot as hell.
Some of my favourite moments that I get to see from my cameras are of course when she is eating, but also when she checks her body out. Some mornings I see her wake up, sit on the edge of her bed, with her belly folded into two fig rolls of fat. She then heads to the bathroom and some times she grabs her belly, she shakes it, as if she wanted it to disappear like she was ashamed of it and then washes her face. Her belly is big enough to hit the countertop as she washes her face. Then she walks to her kitchen to have breakfast, which usually becomes a big binge and then goes back to her bathroom to put on some makeup to cover her new acne. I can see just how much bigger she looks after breakfast, usually having her stomach bloated already so early in the morning.
Also, being able to see her in her privacy has given me the opportunity to see her ripping some of her clothes when sitting in her couch or buttons popping while binging.
She is expecting her mum to come over tomorrow. She has not seen her since last time she was here when she was around 200 pounds and her mum was saying that she looked like a pig. I am ready to see her moms reaction when she sees her once 130-pound perfect daughter now looking completely ruined by her new food addiction. Since last time, she has gone up 150 pounds, almost double her size. Her arms have grown enough fat to round out her shapeless body. Her clothes have changed at least 3 times. Her face looks now round and has acne on her cheeks from all the fast-food eating. She has cellulite in every inch of her body and red stretch marks proving that she was once thin.