chapter 1

Ever since I was little I would stuff my pants and pretend to be fat. Like huge, it wasn’t until I was older did I realize I was into being a huge girl. Which I could never admit to anyone but myself. I have other secrets too, like I get off on cheating, I like girls as well as guys, I masturbate more than I have sex with my partner, also I watch some weird porn.

Now our story begins with me being 6-7 stuff my pants and walking around my room. Which now come to think of it is pretty weird. But then again in two years everything gets even weirder.

I’ve always been attracted to boys. But I had this friend let’s call her Érica. She was older than me and she was super funny and cool. Well one day we were playing school or doctor (to be honest I don’t remember which) and she started getting on top of me which okay was a little weird than she started grinding on me which I guess turned me on (mind you I’m like 8-9 at the time).

Then she kissed me and that got me even more excited and I kissed her back. She was my first kiss and of course after making out for a while she stops and goes on like nothing happens. So I thought maybe it was just a dream.

A couple of days later she asks me if I liked what we did and of course I said yes. So for a couple of months we “play around” we never got passed 2nd base. Mostly just grinding and boob sucking and hard make out sessions. Like always she would stop and act like nothing happened.

She was my first ever girl experience. Definitely not my last but she started my sexual prowess. From them on I found girls attractive. I wonder if she was actually a lesbian or just bi curious.

Eventually she moved away and I never saw or heard from her again. Flash forward a bit and I find myself confused on why I like girls and only certain types. Because when it comes to guys I don’t really have a type. The girls I like always tend to be bigger and have nice boobs and a butt.

I enter my teen years even more confused because I’m staring to fall for my best friend. She was a little chunky, had size 36 D boobs and a beautiful bubble butt. I really wanted to kiss her and do some naughty things to her. One night I’m sleeping over her house and it’s just us and her mom who is never home. She’s wearing a tight T-shirt and short shorts which are driving me crazy. Honestly if I was a guy I would have had a fat boner!

I just couldn’t stop staring at her. Well I came up with and idea to see if she wanted me too. (She never hinted that she was bi or les and I haven’t told her I’m bi ) I said let’s play truth or dare. She said “Okay I’ll go first.” She picked dare. “I dare you to take off your shirt.” She hits me and says “Mkay..but don’t be jealous of my boobs” She gets up and closes the door. Then she slowly takes off her shirt. Come to find out she wasn’t wearing a bra.

“Okay your turn, truth or dare” “Dare” “I dare you to take off your shorts” At first I panic because one I’m already a little wet and I’m pretty sure my panties are showing signs of that wetness. But I take off the shorts anyways. Which felt good because they were to small anyways. “Truth or dare” I say flirty like. She’s say “dare” Now I by this point I’m wet there is no denying the sexual arousal I was feeling.

So I go for it and tell her to kiss me. She smiles and says “Okay” Since she was on the bed and I was on the floor she decides to sit on top of me and full on French me. After that all hell broke loose. I grabbed her head and kissed her back. She moaned and I started to grab her tits and she grabbed my head and kissed me even harder. She started grinding on me and I swear I almost squirted on her. After like 10 or so minutes we stopped to breathe.

She gets off of me and says “ I’ve been waiting to kiss your for months” I sit there jaw dropped and say “ Really, me too” “what took you so long to come on to me” “Well I didn’t know if you liked girls” She told me, that honestly she’s only been attracted to me. I told her my first experience and she said “ Well I guess I will have to make you forget her” and kisses me again.