I too experience conflict between wanting to be fit, strong, and to protect my health, and a continual desire to get really, really fat. This has led to a body that could reasonably be described as musclechub.
2 years
Munchies:
As a person who has dealt with stalkers in the past and has had an abusive upbringing where my life was jeopardized over my search history, I find this truly horrifying.
That's awful. I'm sorry to read it. Rest assured, I was merely being daft. This is not something that is ever likely to happen.
2 years
Nippy:
I’m thinking back to my teenage years, when people were beginning to show an interest in the opposite sex… the heart throbs, the leading men in every film, the posters other girls had on their walls…all lean and muscular. Even the boys people liked at school were of a certain build- chubby lads (and girls) didn’t really get a look in. It all felt so alienating to me, like ‘this is what I’m supposed to like?’ It just left me cold and I could barely even feign an interest. This was further complicated by the fact I was, and am, bisexual.
I knew what I liked but I neither felt I could say, like I wouldn’t even be taken seriously, nor would there be many people who I could even name. I think it’s a bit better now but there just weren’t really plus sizes singers or actors or anything then, or not ones who were marketed to young people anyway. No pin ups for me!
Sometimes I look back and wonder if there were other people who had broader tastes, so to speak, but also didn’t really say due to the teen need to conform. Either way, I’m so glad I’m an adult now and know it’s ok to like what I like and that I’m not the only one
I felt exactly like this. Worse still is that, growing up in mostly-pre-internet '80s & '90s Britain, any deviation from the baseline expectation of what might have been considered "normal attractiveness" was stigmatised and drew derision. The internet has been a liberalising force when it comes to sex and attraction. We're all much weirder than we knew. I can't wait for the day some hacker figures out how to publish everyone on Earth's search history and we get to learn just what a bunch of freaky kinksters we truly are.
2 years
But it from a store where you’re not known, but it alongside other products, and don’t drink it at home.
2 years
Remember when the only places online to explore this sexuality were Dimensions and a handful of temporary Yahoo Groups? No? Then rejoice in your youthfulfulness.
Being in my mid-forties, I find it astonishing how few of us middle-aged and older folks there are with an interest in websites catering to our fetish. I recognise that younger folks are, in all likelihood, more open to unusual sexualities than we were when we were young, but are all of my fellow quadragenarians still in the closet/fridge?
I do also understand that, by middle age, most of us will be in long-term, committed relationships, but to me, these sites have never functioned as dating sites, rather as places to explore our sexuality and to discuss experiences.
Where are all my fellow Gen X-ers hiding?
3 years
chubbyTrainer:
I don't know how niche this is, but I'm a female personal trainer and feeder who enjoys helping people with medical play, trainer, or humiliation fantasies.
Oh god yes.
3 years
HanSelo:
Of course. I do both, just not in the same shaker.
Bicepsual:
Ooooo a shaker? Now the gloopy comment makes sense. A powerful Nutri Ninja with some ice is a game changer if you're going to do daily shakes.
Yeah. I swing between protein shakes for muscle gain and intentionally blowing my macros because getting fat is hot AF.
Looking into the Nutri Ninja. Thanks for the info.
3 years
HanSelo:
I’d avoid mixing maltodextrin and cream in the same shake. I tried it and it became a gloopy nightmare. I have used both separately, though. Mixing 100g of maltodextrin with 500ml water works well.
Bicepsual:
Yeah, it's not going to be a Dairy Queen shake haha. But it's pointless without adding a fat. The calories and fat come from fat. Maltodextrin is not going to make you fat. I drink 3 shakes a day with maltodextrin and I'm 10% BF because I avoid mixing maltodextrin with fats.
If you wanna be fat. You gotta consume fat. It literally has over double the calories per gram than anything else including sugar.
Of course. I do both, just not in the same shaker.
3 years
Gainer4200:
So what your saying is dessert first correct?
Bicepsual:
No, a dessert is using table sugar. My point is that there are carbs that spike insulin way higher than table sugar.
What I'm proposing is more of a large shake that's comprised of a super highly glycemic carb such as scoops of maltodextrin or dextrose combined with a ton of fat: heavy cream/peanut butter/olive oil. Then add whatever flavors you prefer to it (chocolate, berries, etc)
Eirtae feedee:
If I use maltodextrin with heavy cream, what I’m going to get, more subcutaneous or visceral fat?
I’m looking to get subcutaneous fat.
I’d avoid mixing maltodextrin and cream in the same shake. I tried it and it became a gloopy nightmare. I have used both separately, though. Mixing 100g of maltodextrin with 500ml water works well.
3 years
