chapter 5

I remember waking up and thinking that was the best sleep i'd ever had, that's when I noticed where I was. My head was using Jennifer's left breast as a pillow, my right arm was cradling her soft belly and my right leg was wrapping over Jens right leg. I was so comfortable, like cuddling a giant marshmallow but I knew I couldn't stay there forever, I slowly rolled off of her and turned over to face the opposite wall.



'So was that A drunken mistake or am I just the but of some kind of crawl joking? Or perhaps I'm the forfeit of a lost bet?' was the first thing Jennifer said to me, she sounded low and upset



'Neither Jen' I answer still facing away from her



'So what then James?'



'I think i'm in love with you' I saying swallowing loudly



'So you're telling me a handsome 18 year old boy has fallen in love with a 44 year old woman who just happens to weigh 625 pound?' Jen snapped back



I rolled over to face Jen and sat up 'I'm not joking Jen, that day in the car park was genuinely just a stranger helping another stranger but I think it was fate that brought us together, two lonely souls meeting for the first time. I don't stop thinking about you, this is the happiest I've ever been in my life Jen!' I exclaimed lowering me head, not wanting look at the judgement on Jennifer's face



'So you're seriously attracted to overweight women?' She asked sounding more intrigued



'To be honest with you Jennifer, I don't know what I'm attracted to, I've never had sex before you, hell I've never even kissed a girl before you! So i haven't really got a preference, all i know is that i'm deeply attracted to you, even if you were 1000 pounds you'd still drive me crazy for you.'



She didn't reply, we sat in silence for what seemed like an eternity but was probably only a handful of minutes.



'Jen' I said gently breaking the silence and placing me hand on her soft belly



'I'm gonna be straight with you James, I'm incredibly flattered that you feel about me like that and I'm not gonna lie, I do find you very attractive as well but...'



'Don't say 'but', lets just leave it at that' I smile not wanting to face the heartbreak



'but' she continued 'This isn't going to work James, It'd to dysfunctional, you're far to young and good looking to be cooped up inside with an old, morbidly obese woman like me! To be honest with you James I don't think you're 'in love' with me, I think that you've got some many hormones and built up sexual tension that you've developed a little crush on me maybe, you see me literally everyday prancing around in nothing but underwear so of course you'd get aroused by that, being a virgin like you say you are'



'So you don't want to see me again?' I asked slowly sliding to hand off of Jens belly



'Don't be ridiculous! Of course I still want to see you silly! I'm saying lets just pretend last night never happened and we'll carry on as normal, deal?' She offered



'Deal' I reply forcing a fake smile, this wasn't exactly ideal but at least I still got to see Jennifer everyday.