chapter 1

January 1st 2014


Phase 1 of my plan is going to be easy. Finding the perfect partner. Sure I could easily go on any fetish website and find a willing man to eat himself immobile but that would be to easy. No, I needed someone who wasn’t willing, I needed someone in the prime of the life, someone who loved keeping himself in tip top physical condition.


Seeing as I’m documenting everything, let me introduce myself. My names Emma Simmons, I’m 20 years old and I’m a feeder. Well, technically I’m not a feeder yet but I need plan to be.


All my life I’ve been obsessed with fat, fat men in particular. I love the thought of a big fat blob of a man, stuffing his face with unholy amounts of highly fattening junk food, greedy begging for more as he helplessly lays in bed which he’s permanently pinned to by his own flubber!


God it makes me wet just thinking about it! In fact I may have to take a break from this diary entry and quickly masturbate…



Yep I did and it was incredible. For as long as I can remember I’ve always wanted to fatten up and unsuspecting, unwilling man, I never thought I’d be able to actually go through with it though. My whole life I’ve been keeping my secret in the closet, I’ve only told 1 person about my deep dark fantasy, I mean it’s clearly not normal to think how I do but I literally can’t help it!


I was a popular girl at school, one of the prettiest, I’ve got all the classic characteristics of a stereotypical barbie doll. Blonde hair, blue eyes, beautiful symmetrical features, tiny waist, perky boobs and a small but plump ass. Plus I’m only 5 foot 3!



I’m sure I probably would’ve kept this a secret my entire life but something happened over the holidays that changed my mind. My cousin Tom. I begrudgingly had to visit my aunt an uncle on Christmas Eve. I felt like my fathers side of the family always look down on our side of the family, my uncle is an incredible wealthy man whilst my family is pretty average.


Anyway I digress, what caught my attention was Tom, well not Tom specificity but Tom’s girlfriend, Emily. Although they are 3 years older than me I remember her from school. She was a bit like me, popular, beautiful, everyone wanted a piece of her. But for some strange reason she settled with my cousin Tom! Tom’s the biggest nerd ever!


But when she walked through the door into the living room where the whole family was sitting, it all made sense! Tom’s clearly a feeder and she’s clearly a feedee! She’s absolutely massive now! Easily 400 pound maybe even more!



I watched them the whole day, Tom would constantly bring more food for Emily, if some form of snack wasn’t within her arms reach Tom would go and fetch more. The more I observed the more I realised that Emily didn’t know Tom was fattening her up, she was oblivious to his perverted ways!



Later that day, after a few shots of tequila for courage, I told Tom my secret. For the first time in my life I actually confessed to my fetish. He was a little shocked at first but simple laughed and said it ‘ran in the family’.


He told me his secret, he told me that his dad (my uncle) and his friend invented a formula that cured all the negative side effects of obesity, the only problem was it also increased hunger, slowed metabolism and caused lethargy. It sounded perfect to me!


I convinced him to give me a bottle and after a few back and fourths he finally cracked and gave me a litre of the incredible miracle formula! Everyday since I’ve stared at the bottle, plotting my next step. Today is the day I finally put my plan to action! Today is the day I find myself a future feedee!