chapter 4

August 23rd 2014


I thought phase 3 was going pretty well, Jax was only working out a couple times a week, stuffing his face with all my freshly baked goods and he’s definitely put on a few more pound!


But then this morning happened. Jax had a total melt down.



‘Fuck sake!’ I heard him shout with annoyance


‘Everything ok Jax? You’ve been swearing to yourself for 10 minutes now…’ I asked cautiously walking into the bedroom. On the bed laid a pile of tossed gym clothes



‘No!’ He snapped ‘nothing fits anymore!’ He continued


‘What’d you mean?’ I asked acting dumb



‘My gym clothes! Everything’s to small!’



‘Oh shit did I accidentally shrink them?’


‘No! It’s not your fault…it’s just…I’ve just…I’ve gotten fat!’ He confessed sliding down the wall with his head in his hands


‘Oh Jackson you’re not fat! What are you talking about!’ I said trying to reassure him


‘I am Emma! I used to have a six pack and work out everyday! Now I’ve got actual rolls on my stomach and I haven’t been to the gym in over a week!’


‘You haven’t got rolls!’



‘What’s this then!’ He snapped lifting his t-shirt up revealing his chubby belly folded into 2 thick rolls of flab that was just starting to over hanging the waistband of his underwear


‘Oh babe that’s nothing! Everyone gets that when they sit down!’ I laughed trying to his how fucking turned on I was


‘I never used to!’ He sniffled


‘Maybe because you’re with me now you’ve gotten a little comfortable, everyone does babe, I’m sure I’ve put on weight as well’ I lied ‘and trust me Jackson it’s not as bad as you think, you’re still in better shape then most people!’ I continued


‘Y-you think?’ He asked looking up at me


‘Yep, common lets go make some lunch’ I insisted


‘Ok, something healthy though! And I know baking is your hobby but can you cut down a bit? Or maybe sell them or something? I really have no will power when it comes to your cakes!’ He begged


‘Ok, no more cake for you’ I laughed nervously



This isn’t exactly what I wanted to happen! Tom told me that once Emily started on the formula she pretty much became a human dustbin! Maybe Jackson just isn’t the right type of person to fatten up. Maybe i should rethink. I just love him so much though!